The twins

part 14

-You- was her answer

to say i was surprised/shocked is an understandment, thank god i was already sitting beside her or i would have felt to the floor.

-im not going anywhere if you dont want me to- i said kissing her forehead, her eyes were closed but tears were still coming out of her eyes, and i didnt liked it a bit - you should try to sleep- i said still playing with her hair- we can talk about this in the morning- she stayed still, not nodding, not saying no- cheryl?- i asked, she opened her eyes

-i cant- she whispered, her voice was hoarse after so much crying 

-i´ll bring you some water, you can brush your hair or something and then maybe we can see a movie or something so you relax and sleep- i proposed she nodded but came out of the bed- were are you going?- i asked confused

-i dont want to be alone- she said ashamed looking at the floor, i smiled sweetly at her, she was wearing pink pajamas with candies all over the pants while the top was pale pink with dots, she looked extremly inocent and little

-let´s go- i said taking her hand in mine, she hugged my arm as a teddy bear while we went downstairs to her kitchen. she went to take a glass and full it with water

-do you want some?- she asked

-no thank you- i said, she looked surprised- what?- i asked turning around to see if someone was at my back, but no, we were alone

-you..

-what?

-nothing- she blushed

-what?- i frowned, now i was confused as hell

-you said thank you- she said in a whisper before gulping down all her glass, i smiled walking slowly to her side, i kissed her cheek 

-you know why i was so damn angry today when i found you with edward?

-no- she said looking at the floor. i put my finger on her chin so she looked at me 

 -it was because i was trying so hard to give you spcae, to change myself, so  could be who you wanted me to be, and then i saw you there with him, and i noticed he is just ... he is charming, and polite and calmed, and intelligent..- she smiled

-dont worry- she said- your brother is just a friend

-a good one, and im a terrible as a friend and as a boyfriend.. look how long we have know each other and we were a couple and we fight and broke already- my mind wasnt processing what my mouth was saying but somehow it made me feel better- i know how good he can be to listen and give you support, he has given it to me too, the thing is.. i hoped, and wanted, no wait, i still want to be the one who helps you study and is there to hug you when you need it, not him. - i looked at her beautiful eyes and found a little tear

-why am i so emotional?- she whispered , i giggled

-do you have any idea how is it to hear that the girl of your dreams wants to go slow when all you want is to go faster?- i asked

-i imagine it is a terrible thing to hear you perv- she said, her breath on my lips, i took the glass she had on her hand before kissing her as slow as i could, her tiny hands went to the back of my neck and i smiled on the kiss, i didnt deserved her, and i knew it , but i could go to heaven if that meant i could kiss her all what i wanted. 

Suddenly she tensed and stopped kissing me back. 

-sorry- i said

-no, no is okay.. i..

-you?

-who is Rosaline?- she asked i smiled

-lets go upstairs to talk, i want you to sleep, you look tired

-i studided all day

-lets go- i said taking her hand and pulling her up

-im scared- she said half way up

-why? im here?

-i know, is just last time you told me to go upstairs to talk you told me about you being in jail- i couldnt stop but laugh, i wrapped my arms around her waist and kissed her while going to her room, she smiled in the kiss. 

-you are incredible- i whispered while opening her door and going inside. she sat on her bed and i sat at her side, she frowned- what?- i asked, she didnt answered just moved herself so her head was on my stomach , i put my arm around her shoulder and she smiled letting out a breath

-so who is her?- she asked, her eyes closed

-she is one of the teachers of the orphanage- looked up at me, her eyes were red of lack of sleep, i kissed her nose and rubed her arms

-what were you doing with her?- she asked and then yawned

-she was hmm.. teaching me

-teaching you?- i could feel her soft breathing and her heart beating against my skin

-yes- i whispered- she was trying to put some manners on me- she smiled- go to sleep we´ll talk in the morning. she nodded and not long after she was already asleep hugging me for confort, i smiled and turned off the light before taking out my shoes and covering us both.

-i love you- i whispered and with a kiss to her forehead. i felt asleep.

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if you think everything is going to be sweet and kissses from now on, think it again. 

*wink wink*

love you all!!

15/03/2014

ps=chapter dedicated to an amazing girl and reader, thanks for all your support love!