The twins

part 18

A/N: chapter dedicated to the wonderful girl that made the new amazing cover for my fanfic "Being a Styles"  @RandomSnowflake thank you Rae i love it!! 

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CHERYLS POV

 -Harry..- i said after a minute of just looking at my feet , i was sitting on the edge of Harry´s bed trying to form the words

-im sorry- he said out of nowhere- i´m being an asshole again - he scratch the back of his neck 

-harry... I.. I am not afraid - i took a deep breath 

-it doesnt seem like it- he said not making eye contact with me, and siting at my side

-im not afraid of you - i said looking at him, his curls were down as he looked as his hands on his lap , i couldnt see his eyes

-sure- he mumbled so low i almost missed he said something 

-harry- i seaid serious- im being honest, im not afraid, not of you - he didnt answered just kept playing with his own fingers looking at his lap. i took a deep breath. - harry , i.., when i said i was afraid i didnt meant of you 

-yes you did- he said oddly calmed

-no harry! i didnt!- he was starting to get to my nerves

-yes you did why else you would had said "maybe if i wasnt as scared as i am of you it wouldnt be necessary!"- he mocked me i gulped, i had hurted him so much he had memorized my words. i sighed and stood up, i knew edward was going to let me out, probably we were locked inside, but i couldnt be in the same room as harry when i was like this, i didnt wanted to cry for something i did to him. I walked until i was on his bathroom door, opening i turned my head to see harry was looking directly at me for the first time since edward made him enter

-maybe if i wasnt as scared as i am of you leaving me for a better girl, it wouldnt be necessary for me to overthink - i said just loud enough for he to hear meand closed to door entering to the bathroom. 

HARRY´S POV 

Once she closed the door i was on my feet 

"maybe if i wasnt as scared as i am of you leaving me for a better girl, it wouldnt be necessary for me to overthink" 

the words that had left her beautiful pink lips repeted in my head, but she hadnt let me answer, she had closed the door. I was not going to let her. 

we both need to start talking as normal person not running away from our problems, not shouting, no crying. Talking. 

i went and knocked the door twice 

-cheryl, look,we need to talk, come out please- i said, she didnt answered, i frowned- cheryl, come on babe open the door

-dont call me that- she said her voice breaking at the end , i gulped i tought i had already made her forget that, i had used the word babe with her a lot and she never said anything 

-c´mon princess, come out- i said, i heard a click on the door, but it didnt opened, i turned the knob just to find she had actually just unlocked it. i slowly opened it just to find my cheryl on the floor her head between her legs, softly crying, her arms wrapping her knees. i sat at her side- we cant keep running from our problems - i whispered , she didnt said a thing, just cried a little bit harder, i sighed puting my arm around her, she flinched with the contact but didnt removed my arm 

-you hate me- she whispered between sobs

-no i dont- i said rubbing her arms with the hand that wasnt around her- i dont take back what i said, i love you cheryl, i really do. - she slowly lift her head to look at me, her eyes were red, i gulped my brother was right this wasnt health, me shouting and she crying all the time, that fucking bastard always is right. 

-really?- she asked, hope in her eyes

-really- i nodded , taking away a tear with my thumb- dont cry , you are way more beautiful when you smile-  even when she was red for crying, she blushed, making me giggle

-i love you- she said softly smiling at me, i grinned pulling her tiny body towrds me, hugging her tight

-guys?- my brothers voice sounded out of my room- everything alright?- i kissed cheryls forehead before standing up and helping her i let her on the bedand opened the door to find my brother searching for a key 

-yes?- i asked he sighed

-i stop hearing you from my room and i tought you had killed each other or something- he said i laughed opening the door so he could see my girl sitting on the bed

-we are both alive, dont worry, i wont hurt her, not again- he smiled then his smiled dropped

-you fucking idiot, why are her eyes red?- he snapped

-its ok edward, we are fine- she reassured him

-you finally got your mess  solved?- he asked looking at her then at me 

-yes- we said in unison , he smiled

-great, then im going to finally sleep, goodnight lovebirds- and with that he crossed to his room and closed his door. I slowly closed mine and smiled to cheryl, she patted the bed at her side and i went and sit next to her. 

once i was sitting i wrapped my arm around her waist and she layed her head on my shoulder

-we are the weirdest couple i have ever seen- she said , i smiled leaving a kiss to her head

-we are my otp- i answered she laughed- we should sleep , is late. - she nodded as answer, tomorrow was sunday but i had the night shift  so we could be together in the morning. She moved form our hug and went under the covers of my bed i smiled at her, wrapping her with the soft cover and leaving a kiss to her cheek- goodnight baby

-what are you doing?- she frowned when i stood up

-going to the couch- i stated the obvious, she giggled

-dont be silly, come here- she said pating the other side of the bed, i smiled at her and di as told after switching the light off . Once both in my beed i wrapped her in my arms and she smiled closing her eyes.

-Cheryl?- i asked after like 10 minutes of silence

-hmm?- she answered almost asleep

-do you want to be my girlfriend? i mean like officially? - she giggled kissing my shoulder as to not to move too much 

-i would love to harry- and with a last kiss to her forehead we both felt asleep.

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hey guys! im really sorry for the long wait this chapter was difficult for me to write for an unknown reason, but well here it is i hoped you liked it, and i hope to see you soon around here

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19/06/2014