On The Run (Chresanto August Story)

C H A P T E R F O U R

~ Yn's P.O V ~

Its about 8:03 and I've been up all night just thinking about the dream I had a few days ago, I just can't process the fact that it might come true which would really be my worst nightmare. I can't eat, sleep or even think properly. At one point I was thinking about turning myself into LAPD but I thought against it, this is so stressful. And I think I'm getting sick, either from the weather changing or from stressing to much.

Chres is worried about me he thinks it's the stress from being in hiding but it's far from that. I was going to tell him about the dreams I've been having, I just didn't want him to worry about me then what he already is. 

I finally got up and made my way slowly to the bathroom, turn on the light and look at my reflection in the mirror I look horrible I have dark circles and my skin isn't it normal brown color I look lighter and my face looks skinny from not eating. I gotta start eating but I just can't find my appetite I can't stand to see myself dying slowly I have to get out of here I need some fresh air maybe that'll help. I take a shower and  wrap a towel around my chest then brush my teeth and hair and put it into two french braids I apply my foundation to my dark circles, as I apply my make up I see Chres standing by the door he probably just woke up I look at him and force a smile and he frowns and walk over to me and grabs me by my waist.

" I know somethings been bothering you, you been quiet all week...what's wrong babe?." He asks as we at each others reflection in the dirt stained mirror.

' Should I tell him...NO!!..Maybe he could help me I can't hold this in forever.' 

I grab his hand and lead him to the bed sit him down. Here goes nothing.

" I've been having these dreams about...you d-dying." I say as a stray tear runs down my face. I quickly wipe it and look at Chres to see him staring at me sadly.

" Listen babe as long your here with me nothing will ever hurt me or us.....pack up we'er leaving." he say grabbing his suit cases when did he pack up.

" Wait where are we going?." I say confused.

"Just know that I know a friend that lives in Nevada, and we're not to far from there so come on some of your stuff is already packed." he says and leave out of the room to load up the car.

Leaving me standing there clueless asking myself questions " Who is this "friend".' 'Do I know him.'. I stop and start packing the remainder of my clothes and slip some on. Grab our food and personal items and leave to return the room key. I slip on the same old blonde wig that I had on last week and return the keys to see the same arrogant old man, I roll my eyes and he smirks as I throw the keys under the slot and leave, I can feel him looking at my ass I turn around and throw my middle finger up and he blows me a kiss. Old crusty ass bitch.

I get in the car with Chres I look at him and he bursts out laughing I roll my eyes at him and he pulls off.

" It's not really that funny." I say getting annoyed, he's been laughing for three minutes now.

" It is though, you should've seen your face when he blew you that kiss I was in here rollin'." He said laughing again.

" Whatever...who do you know in Nevada?." I say crossing my arms and starring at him.

" I know people all over the world babe." He said smirking while looking at the road.

" Well what part of Nevada are we going to?." I ask.

" Las Vegas, Nevada...a friend owes me a favor."

" Ok." I say feeling drowsy as the sweet melody of the radio lulls me to sleep.