Let You Down(Andy Biersack Sequel)

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”Please don't leave." I whisper holding Andy tightly.

"I have to baby. I'll be back before you know it." He responds quietly kissing my head.

"I don't want you to leave though." I look up at him with glassy eyes.

"I don't want to leave you but I can't disappoint all the fans in Europe. Maybe for one of the breaks you can go down and meet us there and we can have you play." He whispers stroking my cheek.

"I still don't want you to leave me.  I won't have anyone. All of you are going to be gone." I say as a tear falls.

"I can make Asking stay with you at the house."

"They don't live in Cali."

"Maybe you can make a friend or invite Joel down."

"I like the Joel idea. I'm going to miss you so much baby." I whisper burying my head in his neck again. I breathe in his scent and suck up his warmth.

“Flight 305 will now be boarding." The lady on the intercom announces.

"I need to say goodbye to everyone." I say quietly. Andy nods and let's me go. I give Shayla, Kasey, Jake, CC, Jinxx, Ash, Balz, Brandon, Ryan, and Ricky tight hugs. I pass by Jon and Korel and glare at them a little. I get to Devin giving him a big hug.

"Why must you guys leave?"

"Its our job, dear. You'll see us when we get back."

"Yeah in four months."

"Shush." He says kissing my forehead then letting me go.

"Love you." He says as he walks to where people are boarding. I blow a kiss to him and quickly hug Chris.

"Christopher, fuck." I say holding onto him tightly, tears slowly falling.

"Don't cry, kitty." He whispers holding me tightly.

"you're all leaving. What am I supposed to do?!"

"Be a happy kitty for us to return to so then we can have fun. I think your husband wants you back. I love you, okay?"

"I love you too." I kiss his cheek and let him go. I walk back over to Andy and fall into his arms.

"I'm not letting you leave." I say quietly.

"I love you to death Seya Serenade Biersack." He whispers kissing my ear.

"I love you with all my heart Andrew Dennis Biersack." I squeeze him tightly and give him a deep kiss.

"Last call for flight 305." The lady says making me and Andy pull away from each other. He gives me one last quick kiss and let's go of me.

"I'll see you soon baby." He says and walks to the gateway. He turns around and makes a hand heart. I smile a little and blow him a kiss. He catches it and holds it to his heart. I feel tears starting to fall and I watch the love of my life disappear.*

4 Weeks have passed since I saw any of them in person. I skype and call Andy every night, sometimes Skype Chris and Devin, sometimes all of them at one time. I have been really sick lately. Lots of morning sickness and haven't been sleeping well. I've been eating a lot lately which is probably why I've been throwing up. I'm also about to leave for tour in a week. I have no clue who or what bands I'm touring with.

Right about now I'm waiting for someone to get on Skype. Black Veil Brides should be off stage by now so I'm mainly waiting for Andrew. As soon as those thoughts run through my mind his account pops up as online. I instantly click on video call and walk upstairs to our room.

"Hello gorgeous!" Andy's deep voice fills my ears making me shiver.

"Hello my love." I smile at his smiling face.

"How are you?"

“I still feel crappy but I'm fine. How was the show tonight?"

"I'm sorry baby, I wish I could be there to rub your tummy, the show was awesome! It was a sold out show and shit, these Brit's are amazing!" He says with a big huge toothy grin.

"I'm happy for you, love." I smile and blow a kiss to him through the computer screen. He "catches" it and hold it to his heart.

"I cant wait to see you. Oh which reminds me! We have a week break in a couple weeks for Christmas I want you to come fly down here so we can spend that time together!" I smile and keep in a scream of joy.

"Yes! Fuck yes!" I yell getting a chuckle from him. 

"Ahg I want to see you more then anything in the world." I huff and lay on the bed.

"I want to see you too baby. More then anything in th-" I'm quickly on my feet and running to the bathroom. I flip the toilet open and let whatever was in my stomach come out.

Once that little sickness is finished I hear Andy calling my name. 

"Sorry babe. I think I've been eating food that has been giving me food poisoning or something." I sigh and say to Andy taking the laptop into the bathroom to brush my teeth.

"Aw baby I wish I could be there." He says with a frown. I try and reply but its muffled because I have tooth paste in my mouth.

"Don't talk with your mouth full missy." Andy says making me roll my eyes. I spit the toothpaste in the sink and wash my mouth out.

"Ugh babe I need you." I frown and go and lay back on the bed.

"I know, you'll see me soon and I'll see you soon and I will give you so much kisses that you will be drowning in kisses." Andy says making me giggle.

We talk for about an hour until Andy almost falls asleep.

"I'll see you soon, okay?" He says tiredly.

"Okay, I love you with all my heart. I'll see you in my dreams." I whisper.

"I love you too, I'll meet you there." He smiles and the chat ends. I break down crying after that. I miss him so much, I miss everyone so much.

The door to Andy and i's room opens a little, I'm a bit confused at first but then I see Femme jump on the bed.

"Hi baby girl. Come here." I whisper pulling her to me. She meows and rubs her face against my chest.

"Do you miss daddy?" I whisper getting another meow from her.

"Me too." After that I slowly drift of to sleep.

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