Let You Down(Andy Biersack Sequel)

10

"Uh, hi, is Debora here?" I ask the lady at the doctors office. This morning sickness is getting to me and I just decided to go see whats going on completely. 

"Yes she is, do you have an appointment?"

"Yes I do."

"Name?"

"Seya Biersack."

"Ah here you are, Dr. Bates will be out shortly." I nod and go sit down in the waiting room. I pull my phone out and go on twitter. 

@SeyaScared: At the doctors office;-; poop.

"Seya?" I look up, Debora or Dr. Bates is standing there. I put on a smile since i was receiving one from her. I stand up and go with her to her little corner of small tests.

"Okay so as usual sweetheart we need to see whats going on with little stuff so we're going to start off with blood pressure first so," She puts one of those things that get tighter with every squeeze of the thing, lord knows what they're called. A few minutes later we go back to her little "office" or room i guess.

"Okay looks good for all that, you've been gaining weight which is awesome! So is it pain you're feeling or is it just sickness?"

"Well i don't really have pain its just kind of random spurts of nausea and along with usually when I wake up." She nods and crosses her legs.

"When was the last time you had your period? Are you past the month mark?" I blush a little at that and think.

"Beginning of October I guess,not a lot but a few days." She nods again. 

"How about sleep? How much hours a day do you think you're sleeping?"

"Depends on the day, sometimes I'll get really tired and sleep amazing then other nights I will get tired and not be able to sleep." She bites her pen and sighs.

"Hon, I think you're pregnant." My mouth drops open a little.

"No, no I cant be. It's been  weeks since I've last, you know done that stuff. I cant be!"

"You're showing all the signs of the beginning stages of pregnancy. Fatigue, being extra hungry, sickness, and you're period is off by some days."

"No, this,no fuck!" I put my head in my hands.

"Do you want to take a test so I know if my theory is 100 percent positive?" She questions quietly. I nod in response. A noise tells me she got up and is going to get something.

"Okay, so I will need you to pee in this cup, I know ,gross ,but it will tell us whether you are pregnant or not." I nod again and take the cup from her outstretched arm. She points me to a door which I go to. The door leads into a very large bathroom.

Once I've done my business I  wash around the cup and my hands. I go back into the room where Debora is waiting. She takes the cup from me.

"I will be right back sweetheart. Feel free to take a seat again." She leaves as I take a seat. I take my phone out of my pocket and see a new twitter notification.

@lonesomeghosts: @seyascared why are you at the doctors??

I reply not even thinking about it.

@seyascared: @lonesomeghosts text me.. I'll tell you but you cannot tell anyone and that has to be a promise. 

Debora comes back in with a sad smile on her face making my stomach drop. Its real, I'm really pregnant. How the hell am I supposed to tell Andy? We decided we weren't going to have any children. Now i cant tour because I wont have anyone to take care of it. Tears start to fall from my eyes. I feel a hand on my back knowing its Debora's but wishing it was someone else's. I feel my phone buzz making me cry harder. Debora starts speaking as my sob becomes quieter.