Let You Down(Andy Biersack Sequel)

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A knock wakes me up from my sleep, or should I say a loud banging wakes me up from my sleep. I groan and rub my eyes looking over at my phone. I groan again as the bright light shines in my eyes. The time reads 4:38 am, who the fuck? I slip my legs over the edge of the bed as the annoying noise vibrates throughout the house. I push myself off the bed and walk to the door pulling Andy's shirt down a bit so my ass is covered from the mysterious person at the door.  I open the door to see a hyped up Cam and Ben.

"What the fuck are  you guys doing here?" I growl quietly still half asleep.

"We've come to pick you up!" Ben says with a big smile.

"For what?" I ask as they make their way inside the house.

"Tour of course!" Cam says happily. 

"Wait, I'm touring with you guys?" I ask kind of confused. Metal with acoustic?

"Yep!" Ben says happily just like Cam. 

"Who else is on this tour?" I ask running my fingers through my knotted hair.

"Let's see here, us of course," Ben puts one finger up, "Bring Me the Horizon," another finger, "and Farewell, My Love!" He finishes with a satisfied smile.

"Oh, okay. Let me go get my shit and Femme. You guys are taking me to the bus garage right?" I ask.

"Nope!" Ben pops the p again. "You're riding with us!" He says with a wild grin.

"I cant bring Femme then." I say looking at him and Cam.

"Of course you can."

"You think I'm letting Femme on your guy's bus, no way in hell." I say. Ben walks over to me and throws his arm around my shoulder.

"Oh come on love, the bus is cleaner and we made a deal with Blade that if we keep the bus clean and try not to get drunk and party every night that we can tour with you more often and we get money!" He says excitedly. 

"Fine but if your guy's  bus gets to dirty I'm moving in with F,ML." I say. Ben grins and removes his arm for me so I can go get all my shit, and put on some sweats.

***

"SEYA!" James yells as we finally make our way onto the bus. 

"James, why are you so excited every time you see me?" I ask with a small smile.

"Because, you're my favorite person ever, duh." He says and hugs me tightly making me laugh.

"What about me? I thought I was your favorite person!" Ben says sounding hurt.

"I love you but Seya here is my favorite." He replies letting me go. Ben gasps and stomps back to the bunks making me laugh lightly.

"I'm going to go get more sleep. If I leave Femme out here please don't kill her?" I say to the 4 boys that are in the living room, Ben isn't included because of his little fit.

"Why would you think that?" Danny says. I roll my eyes at him and set Femme down going back to the bunks and throwing my shit on my bunk. 

"Ben, where are you?" I ask trying to find him. I turn around and about shit my pants. Ben's face is right in front of mine with a grin on it.

"Here I am." I laugh and push his head back into the bunk. I choose to take the bunk that's under Ben because one it doesn't look occupied and two I've had a bad experience with top bunks with Asking.

***

As I get out of the bunk and am trying to get to the bathroom I run into someone. I push past them forcefully just making it into the bathroom quick enough to throw up the little food I had in my stomach. I gag a few more times but nothing comes up. I flush the toilet and fall back so I'm sitting on the floor. I lay my head back looking up at the lit ceiling. There's a knock at the door but I don't bother getting up, I'm a bit dizzy.

"Seya?" A voice asks lightly. I grunt and look straight ahead this time. The door gets pushed open revealing a tired looking Ben.

"Are you okay? Sam said he was going to the bunks and you pushed past him and ran in here." He says waking up a little more. I look at him for a few minutes and then start crying. Why does this thing have to be inside me? I don't want this every fucking day. I feel Ben lifting me up so I'm standing on my feet. He wraps his arms around me holding me tightly, I return the hug and hold onto him tightly.

"What's wrong, love? He whispers.

"Ben, I'm pregnant." I stutter out between the sobs.

"Why are you crying? That's wonderful news." He says pulling back to look me in the eyes. I shake my head in a no.

"No its not." I whisper and sit on the tile of the bathroom floor. Ben sits down also. We sit for a while just staring at the wall. I grab his hand and hold it tightly. He squeezes my hand.

"How am I going to tell Andy?" I croak out after a bit.

"I don't know love, but it better be soon." He whispers in reply. I slowly nod and take a deep breathe, letting it out.

"I need to brush my teeth." I whisper and let go of Ben's hand. I go to my bunk and get my toothbrush and toothpaste out. I walk back into the bathroom to see that Ben is gone. I shrug and start the ritual for brushing teeth.

***

"Fuck! How could I forget my guitar?! The most important thing and I fucking forget it!" I yell trying not to punch or kick the bus. I sit down and pull my knees to my chest tangling my fingers in my hair. This thing inside of me is making me go crazy with mood swings.

"Are you okay?" A non-familiar British voice asks me.

"Fucking fantastic." I growl and look up. My hard stare softness as I see Oliver Sykes confused face.

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I'm seeing MIW tonight guys

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