The Hunter's Daughter

Chapter 17

I got up from where I was sitting and left Dean in the bathroom. Everyone was gone except for Chuck. He looked at me and I knew he knew that he had heard what was said.
"Do NOT say anything to anyone." I demanded.
"I won't. But just so you know Sam heard you." Chuck said quietly.
"Crap. Where is he?" I asked panicing.
"He went for a run." Chuck said as though it was obvious.
"Just like he usually does when he is upset," I mumbled, "Dean, I need your keys."
"Like hell I'm giving you the keys to Baby." Dean deadpanned.
"I need to find Sam. He heard everything. I NEED to find him. He and Gabriel are the only ones that actually care about me. Now. GIVE. ME. THE. KEYS." I said holding out my hand.
Dean finally handed me the keys. I sprinted out the door and hopped into the Impala. I had to find Sam. I drove for about ten minutes before I found him sitting by the side of the road. He looked so lost, and it was all my fault. I pulled over and waited for him to come over to the Impala. He opened the door and slid in, but when he realized that it was me he went to get out.
"Damn it Sam. You of all people should understand." I said.
"I should, should I? I do what I do for my family. You do it for yourself only. Go to Hell." Sam said continuing to get out of the car.
"Maybe I should. Maybe I should just leave this place and go straight to Hell where I belong. I'm nothing in this world anyways. Goodbye Sam." I said getting out of the cat and walking away.
Once I was in the middle of the street I disappeared and appeared in Crowley's kingdom, Hell.
"Well, well, what do we have here? It's squirrel and Moose's little sister. How adorable. What do you want?" Crowley said.
"To get away from everyone. Sam told me I should go to Hell, and well, I agreed with him. Maybe it's time to accept that I never did fit in up there, apparently being the daughter of Satan means something." I said.
"Well I'm not one to get sentimental, but they do kind of need you up there. I suggest you go back." the king of Hell told me.
"What?" I asked.
"You should go back. Dean is in trouble and he needs you." Crowley said.
"What do you mean trouble?" I asked.
"Sam told him that you came back here, and now he is going to, uh, summon you, and that will be very painful considering that you are in Hell right now." he replied.
"Damn it." I said, and with that I was summoned back to the real world.
I felt as though I was on fire. I screamed in pain. Then all of a sudden I was in a warehouse trapped in a ring of holy oil that had just been set on fire.
"Son of a bitch." I said looking up.
"So, you really went to hell?" Sam asked.
"Well you kinda told me too. And I honestly felt like I should considering that I did hurt both of you guys. I just felt the need to do something to get this guilty feeling off my chest. And if that meant going to Hell to pay for what I did, then so be it." I replied.
"Do you really feel that bad?" Sam asked me.
"Yes Sam. I really do. Now will you please let me out of this damn thing?" I asked.
"So that you can disappear again? No. I think we are due for a family meeting." Sam replied.
"Sam is right. This time no one is leaving. And that means that you are staying here. And I know that you will try to run if we don't keep the holy fire going." Dean said.
"Fine. Whatever. Talk then." I said.
"You don't need to be so bitchy." Dean replied.
"Speak for yourself asswipe." I retorted.
"Alright, both of you. Just stop. You two obviously need to get your crap together. Otherwise this is gonna go nowhere." Sam said looking between Dean and I.
" He is right Dean. We have got to be civil." I sighed.
"I'm sorry. For everything. I didn't trust you because of what happened when we first met. What you did to Sam. How he almost got killed because you couldn't control your abilities. But now I have no reason to not trust you. You can control them. And I was too much of an ass to realize that. But I do now, so please Justine, forgive me. This is what I wanted to say at the motel, but I just..." Dean said.
"What he is saying is that he isn't good at this type of thing because he really isn't." Sam finished for him.
"Right. Well Dean, forgiveness doesn't come easy. Prove it and I might just stick around. As for me, Sam, I know that I screwed up. Your right. I was thinking only of myself, but only in that instant. I mean, I did bring Jess back, I did that for you because I want you to be happy. I didn't realize that you would be hurt if I left. I honestly didn't think about that. I won't leave as long as you don't give me a reason to." I said.
"Alright. So long as you mean it then we are good." Sam said.
"I do. Now will you please let me out. I really think that we have bigger issues to deal with. Like the fact that God is currently dying." I said.
"Fine. But don't you dare take off without one of us." Dean said.
"Great. Now I've got you being all over-protective." I mumbled.

Ha. It's like, 12:30 at night and I'm listening to REO Speedwagon. Specifically the song that John had played in the second episode that she had appeared in. Can't Fight this Feeling.