Player vs Player (Jai Brooks)

Part 14

**Left off**

"Alright I'm gonna go find Blake, he seemed less drunk" I smiled sarcastically and tried to walk away but I felt him grab my wrist

I smiled to myself and turned around and faced him
"Yes, Jai? What is it could you possibly want?" Sarcasm just rolled out of my tongue

He played with his tongue as he stared at me and loosened his grip from my wrist and slowly held my hand. 

I looked down at our hands and back up at him, seeing he was already staring at me.

I loosened my grip
"Jai your drunk" I smiled awkwardly at him

"Did he fuck you up that bad?" He said shallowly as he took his hand away from mine.

I looked at him and furrowed my brows

"Shut up" I chuckled

"Why do you always do this?" He looked at me

"Ja-"

"You think I don't notice how you act? You laugh to hid your pain, you run from people to avoid being hurt, you move on from guy to guy to remind yourself there's other options for when you get hurt, you don't get close to anyone to avoid getting hurt, you-"

"Jai just shut up!" I pushed him away from me, not wanting to hear him anymore
My heart was racing as I listened to every word he said, not wanting to hear anymore.

I'm not gonna cry.

"Just shut the hell up already!! I tried being your damn friend, I'm not even sure if we are, just stop wanting to like me!!" I yelled again and backed away from him 

He just stared at me while I tried not to cry..

"No matter how much you try to act like your heartless, I'm not buying it" he stared at me while I chuckled like a crazy person and gave him the crazy eye

"You don't know me Jai!! Stop acting like you like me I'm tired of every guy acting like they like me, you don't like me just stop!!" I yelled at him while I backed away more.

He stared at me and didn't say anything.

"Tell Luke I'm off alright, I'll see him around" I breathed out while we were staring at eachother.

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I kicked my shoes off my feel harshly and threw my phone on my bed not caring if it broke.

I suddenly bursted out crying and slammed my door, kicking it.

I looked around the room still crying my eyes out

I grabbed one of my random lana Del Rey picture frames and slammed it against the wall, breaking it and screaming out.

After it broke apart I looked in the mirror at myself and cried more.

I grabbed my desk and flipped it over, still mad and wanting to ruin things.

I grabbed my chair and threw it across the room and it hit he wall.

I cried again and kicked the wall while I threw my hand on my head and tried to pull my hair out.

Why am I being like this, I haven't been like this in a long time ever sinc-........

I caught my breath and still had my hands over my face.

5 minutes later I got up and out my desk back up and put my things that fell off, back on it, and set my chair back.

I sniffled, slamming my closet door shut and taking my picture frame and throwing it viscously in the garbage. 

I marched to the bathroom and washed my face and brushed my teeth, throwing my hair in a bun, hearing my phone ring. 

I sighed, and answered it, not checking who it was.

"What?" I said, not nicely.

"Where are you?" I heard Luke talk into the phone while hearing him chuckle, and the music in the background.

I walked to my closet and got out my pajamas and slammed it shut again.

"I went home, I spilt beer all over me and it ruined the mood" I lied and played off a chuckle, while I slipped off my shorts and put my comfy pj's shorts on.

"Aww, guess what?" He yelled over the music

"What should I guess?" I put the phone on speaker and set it on the counter while I took off my Lana crop top and slipped on a comfy shirt.

"I'm about to have a threesome" I heard him whisper creepily into the phone, as if someone was gonna hear him.

"Yaay, tell me the info tomorrow-"

"Ew w-"

"Yeah I'll talk to you tomorrow I'm gonna sleep"I cut him off and hung up.

I set my phone down on my bed and remembered I had homework  

I sighed and sat up.
I'm really tired.

I sighed again and grabbed my phone and searched up this nerd from my class, name on my phone.

I called him and it rung a few times
"Hello?" I heard him say into the phone, he must of been sleeping

"Greg?" I tried to sound happy and succeeded

"Brooke?" He questioned

"Yeah I was wondering if you could help me with the homework for algebra class tomorrow, I tried but I just don't get it" I lied, playing it off with a chuckled at the end

"Ye-yeah sure, I'll give you my paper to copy-"

"Alright thank you so much, I really have to go it's passed my time and I'll get in trouble if I'm up" I chuckled, lying to him not wanting to get the conversation going.

"Alright, I'll see you tomorrow" he chuckled

I smiled and hung up.

I turned the lamp off and sat in the dark and just thunk about stuff. 

I finally went into a deep sleep.