Player vs Player (Jai Brooks)

Part 18

I slammed my bag next to Luke and sat down
"What's up your butt" Luke poked my cheek, causing me to quickly swat his hand away in annoyance.

"Nothing" I mumbled and opened my text book to page 237 and opened my notebook, seeing from the corner of my eye Jai coming in class, but i didn't look at him

I got my pencil out and started writing out the problems and shit, seeing from the corner of my eye Jai squat down by me.

"Hey what happened, are you alright?" I felt him take my free hand and hold it under the table, slowly interlocking our hands together.

I looked to my book and still wrote down my stuff, ignoring him while I felt him still stare at me.

"Brooke?" I hear him say quietly

I still ignored him and continued writing.

"Tell me what's wrong?" I heard him again, still ignoring him.

I felt him stare at me for a couple seconds, then he quickly brought my hand to his mouth and started to kiss my hand, and stare at me, strangely and sadly causing me to get chills.

I dropped my pencil
"Your a douchbag" I said bluntly while he furrowed his brows and looked at me  

"How?" Is he serious

"Are you serious?" I spoke to him like he was dumb.

He stayed quiet and just stared into my eyes, confused

"You told her you loved her and took her virginity and ended up leaving her, correct me if I'm wrong but your a douchbag" I aggressively snatched my hand away from his and continued to write my shit down. 

"I didn't know she would actually be a virgin, I just- I'm being honest with you right now, I just wanted to have sex with her and that was it, I know I'm a douchbag, I'm sorry but why are you mad at me for something I did to her?" He spoke quietly, still staring at me. 

"How would I know your trying to do the same shit to me? You know what, I knew this was a bad idea, just stop talking to me" I said not even looking at him

"Just stop comparing yourself to every other girl I talked to, your not like them, I don't know why you always compare yourself to them and make it seem like I'm gonna do the same shit to you because I'm really not. I would hate myself if I ever hurt you just stop being mad at me Brooke" he begged and grabbed my hand and interlocked it, feeling him stare at me.  

I looked up, still not looking at him.
I kept repeating all the words he said in my head.

I looked down at him, since he was squatting down to me and slowly smiled at him, not knowing what to say or to even believe him.

He grabbed my hand with both hands now and squatted a bit more upper, and leaned in towards me and kissed me.

I gave him a little peck, but he still stayed there and kissed me again, making us have a long deep kiss..

I stopped and looked up at him and he looked down at me

"I should write this down" I said awkwardly and pointed to my book while he still looked sad

He nodded "alright" he sighed, still staring into my eyes.

I looked away and scooted up in my chair and grabbed my pencil while he slowly got up and say infront of me.

The girl Ashley that was also in this class, came in and looked like she's been crying.

I looked at Jai who looked at her, looking like he felt somewhat bad, but just looked away.