Depressing Poems

I'd like to say

I’d like t say that I’ve been better

I’d like to say that those feelings haven’t come back

I’d like to say that I’ve eaten something today

I’d like to say that I’m still a month clean

I’d like to say that I don’t have my suicide letters written

I’d like to say I don’t have anymore blades

I’d like to say those things, but I’d be lying.

(Z.M)