I Don't Mind if You're Over Rated (An Austin Carlile fan fiction)

Chapter 3

We joined hands and went back to the lounge part of the bus. First thing I notice is Matti sitting on Allan's lap and they were cuddling and laughing. "Get a room!" I jokely say to Matti. All the other guys from the bands were locked on the t.v watching and taking turns playing different video games. Austin sat and pulled me on his lap. He wrapped his arms around me and I the same. I laid my head on his shoulder. He whispered something to me but I couldn't understand him so I just pretended like I didn't hear him. Austin was called up for his turn to play. I think the most priceless part of this night was when Austin played Dance Central.

Austin grabbed my hand and asked if I wanted to go lay down with him in bed. Of coarse I said yes. When we were walking to his bunk, he told everyone good night and all the guys "mocked" him and then were sweet to me. We both changed into pj's and laid down. As we were looking through the skylight Austin asked, "So did you too?" "Did I what?" I responded confused. "Did you have fun too? Remember I asked you before I went up to play the game?" "OH! That's what you said? I couldn't understand you with all the commotion." "Oh haha!" Austin laughed.

We stared at the stars for a few minuets when Austin started to point out some picture the stars made and for every picture he had a sweet story. I was just mesmerized by how smart and amazing he is. I got a little lost in my thought but managed to find myself. I kept looking at the stars thinking about my future. I soon felt like someone was looking at me. I looked over to find Austin propped up on his elbow looking at me with a big smile on his face. "What?" I said giggling. "Nothing, you're just so beautiful." I couldn't help but blush and smile to this. "Hey," Austin said, "I've got a question, but if you say no, you have to promice nothing will change. Promice?" Oh gosh is he gunna? He's gunna. Ok Gloria don't freak out. "Promice" I responded. "Would you, um, do you want to, um will you be..." "Yes" I inturpted because I could tell he was nervous.

He look at me and smiled. He cheeks grew very red and made me smile and giggle. He looked me in the eyes and kissed me. For the first time, the kiss wasn't a flirt kiss, it was a relationship kiss and I never wanted it to end. I broke the kiss and looked him in the eyes and just smiled. "What?" Austin said smiling. He had his hand on my cheek and I could feel the warmth. "Nothing. I'm just a little shocked that I'm dating Austin Robert Carlile." I think I turned a little red after saying that becasue he looked at me with the biggest smile and kissed me again. I swear his kisses were intoxicating.

We laided in silent snuggling and staring at the stars for a while untill Austin started talking to me again. We were talking about many things but my favorite thing was music. He knew I wanted to be in the music industry so I think he knew music was my favorite topic, and of corse it was his too. He asked me what my favorite song was and I told him, "I have 4: O.G Loko, Second and Sebring, Let Live, and When You Can't Sleep at Night. But my favorite by far is Purified." "Why?" Austin aked. I didn't want to give him my real answer becasue it sound like I'm kissing up or somthing but I told him anyways, "Because I love your voice, your screams"

I tried to go on but he sat up in the bunk put his hand over my mouth to make me stop talking. "Stop talking. You are so sweet and perfect. How do I deserve you?" I tried to say somthing to him but he interupted me and said, "Sing to me?"  Oh no what do I say? I don't want to tell him no. I know I wanted to be a singer but I'm not good at all. Just grow a pair Gloria and sing to him. I think he could tell I was nervous because I looked me in the eye and said, "Don't be nervous. I'll still be yours no matter what."

This comforted me and somehow took all the nerves away. I thought for a second about what to sing and it came to me. I sang him "When you can't sleep at night" I looked at the covers most the song because we were sitting up in the bunk and I didn't want to mess up. When I finished I looked up at him and his jaw was dropped and he said "I didn't think you can actually sing." He was about to kiss me when the door to the bunks slammed open. I look over to see Vic and Kellin sitting in the door way. "Who was that?!" They almost said in unison.

I didn't say anything but I guess Austin pointed to me because Mike had walked in and grabbed me off the bunk and carried me into the lounge room. Everyone was quiet. I began turning red and getting really scared. I could feel my anxiety starting to come back. Then I felt Austin wrap his arms around me, that atually really helped. "That was you singing?" Alex asked me surprised. I couldn't talk still and began panicing again. I hate all this attention. I tried to go back to the bunk room but I couldn't. I tried again and made it. I climbed up to Austing bunk and huddled in a ball in the corner.

I could hear everyone talking about me. That just made this worse.  Austin came in pretty quickly. "Babe?" I didn't respond "Babe are you okay?" he climbed up. He saw I started crying. "Whats wrong?" he said worried. "I don't like all the attention. It makes me panic and I freak out. What if they don't like it what if they don't like me." I couldn't finish because he cut me off with a hug. "Trust me they love you and your singing." he wispered to me. "But I'm not that good." I protested "Well wether you think that or not, with these people you won't be judged. You can trust them." I hugged him for that. "They want to know if you will sing for them." he told me. I looked up from my own little cave my body made and saw the genuin scare in his eyes. He wipped my tears away and kissed my forehead. I leanded in oh his chest and he held me tight. "I'm sorry." i wispered "For what?" Austin asked. "For over reacting. I just freak out when there is alot of attention one me." I responded through my sobs. Austin held me out and looked me in the eyes and told me, "Babe. It's fine. I don't think you know how tallented you actually are. And for the attention thing, if you want to be a singer we are gunna work on that so you can accheive your dream."

I got a keeper. I didn't know what to say so I hugged him tight. "Austin," I said "Whats should I sing?" He pulled me back from the hug, wipped my tears, and told me through a smile,"Sing our song, When you cant sleep at night." I looked at him and smiled. "So you ready to go back out?" I nodded to tell  him yes.

Right when I opened the door Kellin said, "Oh tank god you came back. I thought I did somthing wrong." then Vic said, "You okay darling?" and finally Mike and Alex asked me if I would still sing for them. I didn't even say yes I just started belting out the sing Austin loved. When I finished I looked and found Austin with the biggest smile. Then I see Matti, still of Alans lap, with her mouth wide open. In fact, I got that same responce from alot of the guys. But not for long, they all began talking to me saying how good I was. I honestly suck and so I don't believe it. With all the attention I began getting scared again. Austin noticed. He pushed his way through the guys and picked me up and carried me to the bunks. Austin yelled to everyone, "Okay now we really are going to bed." Everyone bid us a good night and we were back in bed.

Austin took off his shirt and snuggled in. He wrapped his arm around me and i snuggled into his chest. I looked at all his tattoos and even touched his scar. I asked him if it hurt and he told me exactly what it was like. He told me he may take part of my heart and keep it becasue he need someone sweet's heart. I snuggled in with him. I was almost asleep when I hear Austin wisper somthing to me. "What was that babe?" I wispered back.

"I love you."