June💓
Kya's P.O.V💭
Oh my gosh, this is the 3rd time I done had to get up to pee this morning. I barely drank anything before going to bed.
"Damn baby again." J asked while coming into the bathroom messing with his boxers.
"Yeah baby."
"You straight?"
"I guess. I've been feeling really tired lately."
"Hm. You think you pregnant?" He asked bluntly.
"What?"
"Do you think you're pregnant?" He asked again.
"No."
"Okay." He said while going back to bed.
After I finished using the bathroom I returned to bed. "What makes you think that?" I asked while climbing into the bed.
"I just figured baby. You're peeing so many times and you been tired."
"Hm."
"I just remembered when we found out."
"Who is we?"
"Me and Jasmine's momma."
"Why don't you ever talk abut her?"
"Because it's crazy."
"Well I'm up," I said while sitting up in the bed. "I'm all ears. I'm not going to judge."
He took a deep breathe, "Okay. So Jas about to be 7."
"Duh J!"
"I'm just trying to remember correctly. But okay I'm just going to be honest. I lost my virginity at 13."
My eyes grew big, but I kept quiet.
He chuckled, "So her momma's name was Lyric. Lyric and I were best friends since we were in diapers. Our dad's were both in the army so we were both in France for part of our lives. So you know we always hung out together and when we moved back to the states we stayed close. We were dead ass best friends like we told each other everything. I told her who was the first girl I fucked, my first kiss, my first F on a test I mean all of that and then some then it was the same way for her."
I nodded my head in agreement.
"So, um, Lyric was shy type, but nobody would fuck with her, because they knew we were close. Everybody assumed we were together, but we never were. So at her 15 birthday party, her parents let her have a block party. Her parents knew I wasn't going to let no shit pop off, but I did. So we were having the block party then one of my homies from back then came up to her and asked her to dance. The nigha name was Brian. Brain was a dope dealer so that instantly scared her."
I rubbed his back.
"So she was giving me the eyes that said no, but a broad came up to me shaking that ass so I was just like just go dance I'll be watching, I promised her. Yeah that's where I fucked up at. So they went and dance, honestly at first I was looking out then old girl started going crazy so I couldn't keep my hands and eyes off her ass. So about time the song had went off I looked up to find them, but they were gone. I took another sip of my drank then told ole girl I had to go."
He stopped to get his thoughts together.
"You alright baby?" I asked.
"Yeah. Had to make sure the story is straight. Okay I searched the whole 10 blocks, asking people and all that trying to find her. So I got a tip that he had took her to a nearby alley. I had to rush cause I was worried about her so once I got in the alley I saw him pushing her up against the wall trying to put his hands in her pants. I rushed over, beat his ass and took Lyric back to her apartment. She was just crying, so I held her in my arms. So she asked did I want to stay with her until the party was over, because they already had sang happy birthday to her, she had opens up the few gifts she got and everything so basically the party was dying down slowly, it was around 11:30 pm. I was suppose to be home before 2 so I was like I got time."
"Let me go pee right quick." I stated while getting out of the bed. Once I came back into the room, J was fully sitting up on the bed. "Okay baby."
"So we were just chilling, talking, and you know doing best friend shit. Her parents weren't coming back until that Monday. So she was like how was sex? I looked at her and was like huh? She was like how was sex? And I was like you mean my first time? She said yeah and I explained to her that sex for me would be nothing compared to her first time. I told her I was scared, but once I got into that pussy it was bomb as fuck and I loved it. So she was like well would I be her first. I was really thrown back, but she was like I rather have you my bestfriend, be the one that would never hurt me to take my virginity. I told her if I did this that this wasn't going to be a regular thing and I didn't see her as a sex buddy, she agreed and told she will always be my best friend. She understood, but I was nervous as fuck about how to get her loose and ready for sex."
"So you took your best friends virginity?" I asked.
He nodded his head, "Yeah, after I got over my nervousness I did what I had to do and I took her virginity, which led to 2,3,4,5 more rounds."
"Really bae." I said while slapping his shoulder.
"Look you asked I answered."
"Well look baby I didn't need to know allllllll of that, but continue."
"So yeah I'm not even going to lie that was the best sex I had had since I had started having sex then on top of that she was a virgin. So I ended up staying the night at her house, called mom's and all. The next day reality sat in, she came and asked did I wrap it up. I shook my head no, but I was like I pulled out. So about 2 months later she came over to my house with a pregnancy test. She took one while it was just me and her at my mommas house and it came back positive. She was like I've been peeing so much, tired and hungry. I asked what she wanted to do. She said keep it and we did obviously, we told our people who were upset, but got over it. Girls had started talking about Lyric once she started showing and I just told her to get home schooled before I killed a bitch. We were now officially dating, but the day she gave birth to Jas changed everything. She started having contractions the night before and we went to the doctor. They kept her and she had Jas around 10 AM the next morning, but around 4 PM she kept calling the nursing saying she felt horrible and about time the nurses finally came to check on her which was about 6 PM they said she had to be immediately rushed to surgery. She was bleeding soooo much man I remember her having to pee while waiting on them and seeing her gown was covered in blood I meant we changed gowns about 3 times before they came to check on her. She died that night at 8 in surgery. They couldn't control her bleeding and she died. I wanted to yell, scream, holler, I mean everything, but I just held onto Jas that whole night. I knew if I kept her in my arms I wouldn't go out and do nothing crazy,because I couldn't have my daughter taken away from me."
"Damn baby t-t-that's deep."
He nodded his head.
"Well I-I-I'm going to go take a test." I told him.
"Okay."
"You want to come?"
"I want to be by your side until the end of time." He said while climbing out of the bed.
