Bechloe Shots

Scared

Beca never felt so stupid and vulnerable before, even the time her dad bailed out on her and her mom. She created walls so high and thick because of it, but with just a smile of a certain redhead, it all came crashing down like a molded dirt being dropped.

"You're so stupid!" Beca irefully whispered to herself sprinting from the Bellas house to wherever her feet would bring her.

"You can't even accept yourself, how can you give her that-- kind of LOVE she deserves?!" She added finding a lake far enough from the house, a lake where she feels she wants to be erased from the world...for Chloe's sake.

She tried hiding her feelings because she knows, she'll never deserve a beauty like HER.

"You're nothing! You're just a piece of shit who's lucky enough to be friends with her...Aargh!!" She screamed as she settled herself near the water.

"You're nothing, just nothing. You're nothing..." She sobbed and fell down on her knees flashing some water making her shoes and jeans damp.

She had always thought of this moment, that she would just run away because she can't fucking commit into something...or to someone. She got scared of it, got scared because she knows that she will never be worthy enough of something so innocent, lovable and a person who sees the positive side of everything, even her... She's not worthy enough for Chloe.

She began feeling like it since her dad left them, but this...this is worse, worse than death itself.
She sat on shallow water, making patterns. Wipping her tears away furiously and placed her chin on her knees.

"It's better if I'm out of her life. She's better without me. I always mess everything up about her." She whispered finding the silence and darkness so fragile.

"I'm a fucking mess."

She snorted, finding herself actually talking to no one...thats what she is, a NO ONE. The moonlight reflected at the water making everything remarkable and calm...like Chloe.

"No you aren't." Then the most calmest and angelic voice echoed to Beca, it was barely audible but still, she heard it, how can she not? It's the voice she wants to hear everyday of her life.

She didn't dare to turn around.

I don't even deserve looking at her.

She just shut her eyes and clenched her fist holding her emotions back.

"Hey..." Chloe placed her hand on the brunette's shoulder trying to get her attention, making the other girl shiver at her touch.

"Go away, Chloe. Just get away from me..." Beca muttered.

"No, I want to talk to you. Just...please, look at me and talk to me, Becs." Chloe begged and sat beside Beca getting herself wet.

"No, Chloe." Beca finally faced her looking into those bloodshot eyes.

I made her cry... Dammit, Beca!

"Please...I- I want you to tell me the truth-- I want you to tell me tha-that you...LOVE me." Chloe sobbed, putting her hands on Beca's shoulders.

But Beca froze, shocked by what the readhead just said.

love me...

love me...

"I- I do. I do lo--love you..." Beca stuttered still overwhelmed of what was happening.

Chloe stared straight into her eyes, hope evident on Chloe's blue orbs.

"But I can't..." Beca added shifting her eyes avoiding Chloe's.

Chloe's face turned disappointed, got off guard by Beca's words.

"Why not?" Chloe tried to be calm but still had a hint of disappoinment.

"Because...I can't never be enough." Beca stated, shifting to fully face Chloe.

"I can't never give you enough, I can't never be the person you deserve. And I don't want that for you." Chloe is crying now, confused of what was Beca's saying.

"I wish I can be that person..." Beca whispered looking into Chloe's eyes and using the pad of her thumb wiping the tears that had fallen from the redhead's eyes.

"But I'm not..."

"Beca..." Chloe choked out.

"I do love nothing in the world so much as you--" Beca shifted her eyes and stared down.

"That's why you need to find that perfect person you deserve." Beca added and looked at Chloe.

Even though it hurts, she always wants what's best for Chloe.

But Chloe wants her...Chloe LOVES her.

Beca got off guard as Chloe took hold at the sides of her face and smashed her lips on eagerly.

Beca was still at haze of what was happening but able kiss back.

Chloe let out a moan missing Beca's lips, their foreheads touching, afraid to let go.

"You're that person, Beca. You're the one I love." Chloe whispered opening her eyes meeting Beca's dark blues.

"Why would you even-- love me. I'm nothing...I..." She got cut off once again by the lips she craved for years.

It was sweet, passionate and everything she wanted then it got deeper, more passionate, more eager. Bace swipes her tounge on the other girl's bottom lip asking for entrance which Chloe gladly granted.

This is everything.

It took a while for them to separate, air was indeed needed.

"Stop saying that you're not enough." Chloe whispered stroking the younger girl's cheek to her jawline and landed to her lips.

"I love you because you're YOU, a hot, self-proclaimed badass who hates movies because you think they're predictable---but still watches them with me." Beca pouted and Chloe giggled making Beca melt.

"And you're the most stubborn, romantic person and the biggest softie that loves taco bell. You always manage to make me happy, Beca Mitchell." Chloe added and pecked Beca's lips.

"Mmm, I just can't help it...I'm even a bad influence on myself." Beca grinned, Chloe chuckled the stood up.

"C'mon, let's go back."

Beca just nodded, eyes still close as Chloe giggled and help her up.

"I love you, Beca Mitchell. Always remember that." Chloe whispered as placed her hand on Beca's shoulder and wrapped it onto her neck.

"I love you too. More than anything." Beca adored, wrapping her hands on the taller girl's waist and kissed her with much more love to really tell her how she really loves Chloe.

"You're the one who makes me feel brave, Chloe Beale."

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A/N

This is our second one shot. Well, technically not mine. I just give ideas to @TheInteriorHappiness and she write them so make sure you follow her. And yeah, she made them into reality by writing them. Read, Vote and Comment.😃😃