Chapter 22

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    Megan POV

        "What" I said, I didn't know what to say. "I love you Megan" he repeated, Tyler just told me he loves me, he loves me how am I supposed to break up with him now I would feel horrible. "You love me" I said, "I do, but I was scared to tell you because I didn't know if you loved me back" he said. That's the thing I thought I loved Tyler but now hearing him saying this just made things harder on me. "Um let’s go to my room" I said leading him to the backyard to climb to my window. "Why are we going through the window?" he ask, "My aunt she always hears when the door opens, it’s weird" I said.

   We climb into my room. I locked the door and we sat on my bed. "You haven't said anything back, makes me wonder" he said, "Tyler I am going to be honest with you, When you stood for me when Troy was being a dick, it made me see a different side of you but I might actually like and being you just makes it better, and I thought I was falling in love with you" I said close to tear.

   He came in and kissed me, I pulled back to wipe my tears.

    "Why are you crying?" he ask, "I don't know I'm just so emotional right now" I lied, I was crying because I thought I could break up with him but I can’t now. He came in and hugged me, we looked at each other and began to make out, we lay down on my bed he was on top of me, kept on kissing me, he took off his shirt, I just stared at him I touched his chest, he took off my shirt, I reached over to my dresser grabbing a condom I had in there, we continued to make out and from there on we had sex.

    I woke up thinking what the hell did I do last night, I was all cuddled up next to Tyler, I got up putting on some clothes, I went to bathroom and I just wanted to cry, I couldn't believe I just had sex with Tyler, it made me feel more confused about this whole think. I love Keaton yet I am falling in love with Tyler, I can’t help it after having sex with him changed everything.

   I had to put an end to his, I had to pick either Keaton or Tyler I can’t keep on seeing the both of them, this is wrong I know now this was a mistake all of it, I never should have had sex with them. I walked out going back to my room, I saw Tyler was awake he was putting on his clothes. "Hey" he said, "Hi" I said, "Are you okay?" he ask, "Me? Oh yeah I am" I lied; I am not okay right now.

   "Last night was perfect" he said, "It made me think a lot about us, and I think know now, I love you Tyler" I said, I went up to him and kissed him. "I love you too" he said, I smiled at him, I made a choice it was Tyler from the start, Keaton had his chance with me and he lost it. "You better go before my aunt catches you here and kills you" I said, he laughed, "I'll see you later" he said, he kissed me and he climb out my window and left.

    I had to end this with Keaton. Its honestly breaks my heart but I can’t do this to Tyler he doesn't deserve this, he is one of the nicest guy and what I am doing to him is wrong. I took a shower and changed my clothes and headed over to Keaton to tell him, it’s over.

    I got there knocking on the door, Wesley opened the door, "Hey Wes" I said, "Meg something wrong with you" Wesley said, "What?" I confused, "You never knock you always enter" he said, "Yeah remember one time I did that I caught Drew naked in the kitchen, bad imagines" I said, he laughed, "He still does that, bad nightmares for me" he said, we both laughed. "Is Keaton here?" I ask, "Yeah upstairs, he just got in" he said, I walked in going to his room, I was shaking so bad. I walked in his room, he was standing there, and he smiled at me. "Hey I was just about to call you" Keaton said, "Really" I said closing the door behind me.

    "I did it" he said, "Did what?" I ask, "Broke up with Taylor" he said, "What" I said in shock he did it, he really did it, he broke up with her. "Well yeah, I did it so we can be together" he said, "How did she take it?" I ask, "She understands" he said, "Wait you told her about us?" I ask freaking out, "No I just told her that I really see us as friends and that I didn't want to ruin it" he said, "Oh that's good" I said.

    I walked to the other side to the window. "Did you do it?" he asks, I took a deep breath, "Keaton something happened last night between Tyler and I" I said, I looked at him, "What happened exactly?" he ask. "When I came home last night Tyler was waiting for me and he had something to tell me, he told me he loves me" I said, "He loves you, well what did you say" he said, I just had to tell him.

   "Keaton I can’t see you anymore" I said, "What are you talking about?" he ask confused, "Keaton this whole thing was a mistake I never should have kissed you, I never should have, cause I knew if I did my feeling for you would go crazy" I said, "The plan was to break up with them so we can be together" I said, "I know, I know but how was I supposed to break up with him, he told me he loves me and then we had sex" I yelled coming out with it, I wasn't going to tell him that part but it just came out. "You what?" he ask angry, "You can’t get mad at me for this" I said.

   "You were supposed to break up with Tyler not me" he said, "I'm sorry, I really am" I cried. "Did you think how I would feel about this" he said, "Come on Keaton, you knew the minute we started sneaking around you knew it was wrong that it was a mistake" I said, "I did at first but then I thought every time I get to be with you, the one person I look forward to see the most, the one girl that changed my life forever, I've loved you since the first I saw you, I was in love with my best friend" he cried, he was crying he never cries.

   I was crying so hard, "You are make this so hard on me, yes Keaton I always thought I was in love with you, and when I found out it, it was real that I wanted you, and I tried and you blew it away, you had your chance and blew it" I yelled crying. "I made a huge mistake, I was scared to love you, because I didn't want to lose you, you were the best thing that has ever happened to me Megan" he said, "I had to choose between you guys" I said.

   "And you picked Tyler" he said, "I'm sorry Keaton" I said, "You really broke my heart but I am not giving up on you, yeah you hurt me but I will never stop loving you and soon you will realize" he said, "You can’t just say that to me and expect me to be with you, yes you are my best friend and yes I am in love with you but I am also in love with Tyler, two amazing guys but Tyler was there for me when you broke my heart he made the pain go away" I said telling the truth.

   He was heartbroken I could tell by the look on his face. "So where does this leave us" he said, "Friends like nothing has been going on" I said, he came closer to me and hugged me so tight. This wasn't easy for me to do this.

   "I'm going to need some time" he said, "What do you mean?'' I ask, "I mean I can’t hang out with you alone without wanting to kiss you and I can’t see you with another guy without getting jealous" he said, "You are going to have to get used of it" I said, "Don't think I ever can" he said, "Don't think it’s easy for me, I have to live with the guilt that I cheated on Tyler with his best friend, don't think I don't love you because I do" I said, "I know you love me, but I wish it was more" he said, I had to leave before I regret doing something. "I better go" I said, I walked out going back home.

   I got back to my place, I went to backyard looking at the tree house Keaton and I made with Wes and Drew. I climb up seeing all the toys and just thinking about all the memoires we had up here, I remember Keaton carved our names into the tree.

   I don't know why I don't feel better, I thought ending with Keaton would make everything better but it just made me feel worse, maybe I shouldn't be with Tyler either, I cheated on him I don't deserve him or in matter in fact I don't deserve anyone.

Chapter 22(: Crazy crazy chapter!! A lot happened!! And just wait cause even more is going to happen!! I'm leaving to Cali on Thursday and I will be back on Sunday so I am going to see if I can update that night when I come back(:

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