I Never Know What Love Is (Hunhan)

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Luhan woke up at the middle of the night because of the nightmare. The nightmare from the past when he saw his own father lie on the floor with blood surrounding him.

On the other side, Sehun was still awake because he can't believe about the information from detective Lee.

"His name is Xi Lun Jie and he has a son named Xi Lu Han. I've been looking for information about him and it seems your secretary is Xi Lu Han."

Sehun can't believe it. If it was true then why Luhan work as his secretary? And for heaven's sake! Sehun feel comfortable with the son of his parent murderer!

So he is the my little best friend back then.

Since his parents died, Luhan left him alone to face the cruel world. And since that he become a cold hearted men because he lost his trust to other people.

How can't i realize that it was him?

He let out a loud sigh. He doesn't know how to react about Luhan after this. He keep staring at the ceiling until his alarm started to make a noise.

He sigh once again and stand up, getting ready for work.
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Luhan's POV

Sehun seems a little bit odd today. He seems..... i don't know what to say... keep a distance from me?

He didn't greet me this morning like usual, and when we go out, he sit at the back while i'm driving and he didn't say anything, just staring at the road with his blank face.

It's time to go home now but Sehun still in his office, i decide to ask him if he need something. I knock at his door and i heard him mumble 'come in' so i got inside his office.

"Sir, do you need something? I can get you cof..."

"I need to talk to you." He said coldly.

"Why are you here?" He asked

"I'm here to ask you if you need some..." i was cut off by him, slamming the table.

"That's not what i am talking about!" He shout, made me flinch.

"Why are you come back, Xi Lu Han?"

I froze there.

He already know about it...

"It seems you already know about it Sehun." I force myself to stay calm and fortunately it works.

He scoffed, "is that all you gonna say??"

I look down, "what do you want me to say?"

"Get out! Just get out right now!"

"Sehun, please don..." i stop when i saw a tear slide down his cheek.

I step forward but he got more furious. He harshly wipe his tears and i can see anger in his eyes.

"Just get out! I don't want to see your face! You are just a son of murderer!"

My heart drop hearing those words coming out from his mouth.

He's right...
After all, my father was the one who kill his parents.

"I'm sorry Sehun..."

"Sorry?? Your sorry can't fix anything! My parents are already dead! Do you know how much i've suffered?? Do you know how much i have to go through?? Do you know how much i envy all those kids who can play freely with their parents while i stuck here handling this company all alone??!" More tears fell down to his cheeks.

I know Sehun, i know...

"Just get out."
I froze, i don't want to leave him alone.

"Please, just leave me alone." He said in a low voice but i found it hurts so much.

I'm sorry Sehun-ah...

Flashback...

Luhan 17 years old are now back to Korea.
The first thing in his mind is Sehun.

How is he doing?

That question always flow in Luhan's mind.

Now he's standing here, in front of a school where Sehun study.

There, he saw a 14 years old Sehun, walking with his poker face. He walk straight to his car with bodyguards surround him while the other kids looking at him with fright...
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Luhan 18 years old...

His blood is boiling because of anger when he saw some boys bullied Sehun.

"Hey Sehun, you are rich, right? This amount of money won't make you poor." They laugh as the push Sehun to the wall but Sehun remain silent. Luhan hide his face with the cap and approach them when one of the boy want to punch Sehun's face. He quickly push the bully and punch them one by one until they run away. Luhan keep his face hidden and turn around to Sehun who looking at him with his blank face. Sehun just said a simple thank you, bow a little and left him there.
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"You know that junior guy named Oh Sehun?" Jongdae, one of Luhan's cousins start the conversation. Luhan body tense up upon hearing Sehun's name.

Yes, Minseok, Junmyeon and Jongdae might be his cousin from Luhan's mother side, but they don't know what happen between Luhan and Sehun since they aren't that close because Luhan stay at China for a long time.

"Yeah, that poker face guy, always surrounded by those scary man." Junmyeon shrugged.

"I heard someone mysterious saved him today from those bullies." Minseok said as he drink his coke.

"Well, he need it. You know i heard some rumors about those people who wants to kidnapped him since he's hell rich." Jongdae said and Luhan choke on his drink and cough non stop.

"Luhan, are you okay?" Minseok rub Luhan's back

"U-uh, yeah, i'm fine. Excuse me, i have homework to do." Luhan left those three and head to his room.

From that day, Luhan is determine to protect Sehun from far away...