Suicide Letters to My Angels

~ Peacey ~

Thanks for being an amazing friend to me. Thank you for being there for me when I was lost and confused. Thanks for showing me that I didn't need him to be happy. Thank you for being there for me in my hard times. I'm sorry for screwing up things between us. And Peacey I hope you know that angels return to heaven just as demons return to hell. I'm sorry for leaving you this way. Thank you for all the laughs and a shoulder for all the tears. These are the debts one cannot repay. All I pray is that someday I am blessed to have you or someone like you in my next life. I wish to be nearer to you so that just how you comforted me I'd be able to comfort you. Who knows someday I may find the joy. I only want the numbness to go away. I only want to not feel the pain. I'm sorry to do this to you but you're strong and I know you'll get through this. Please don't break down for me. Please forget me and move on.

Someday I know you will and I pray I'm forgotten like I never existed. This world wasn't for me. I know I probably said it too many times. I love you dude and I know you're amazing to me. Please someday feel love for someone. I am sure gonna miss your philosophical talks and good advice. I'm gonna miss your carefree way to look at life and I'm gonna miss that smile. You're gonna make the ladies swoon someday. I know you won't care to hear it but stay handsome. You're gonna change the world a little at a time. You know I couldn't ask for much more.

Stay strong and be happy okay? I won't trouble you when I'm crying anymore. I won't laugh at your jokes and I won't keep sending you this smiley | :') |

I know it'll be tough but embrace those on 7Cups for me. Stay amazing and keep smiling no matter what.