Jaded

Chapter 10

Chapter 10.

~Kayla's POV~

He found me on Instagram , on my twitter , Probably because of Andrew. The last day he came over to visit Andrew and finish getting his stuff , my parents were out and Andrew was upstairs in his room. I came out the kitchen and he was there , looking straight at me . I was ready to attack him when Andrew came down , and said something to him . I walked away and out thru the the kitchen door . I sat on the steps outside , my mind was on replay , his smile . He was different , most guys didn't smile with such ... Plain happiness anymore . He seemed nicer than I thought . I remember how he found me falling asleep on the steps , his face was so close , he said "wake up , come on this isn't a place for a lady to fall asleep on ." His voice was gentle , warm . After that night , I talked to him more . When he would come over with Andrew in the weekends , I started smiling at him. I finally gave him my number .

Small conversations .

Good morning texts .

Calls in the afternoons .

Random talks

Staying up on the phone with him.

All nighters , stupid talk and deep topics .

At the end of first semester junior year , he came over to help me write my essay for English class . My parents questioned it , but at the end they dropped it and didn't give a damn. I remember , so clearly , how he seemed so happy , so carefree . Nothing could get thru him, I thought to myself . We talked about my topic , and he gave me the best ideas . He seemed like the popular weirdo in school . But he's so much more . I asked him

"Were you pretty known And popular in high school ?"

He said

"I was far from that ." He made eye contact with me , his brown eyes almost seemed to shine in that afternoon light. I asked him if he wanted something , we had been talking for hours, and he said yea , my lips are dry . I got up to get him water ,and I won't ever forget .

He was smiling , but not like usual . It was a soft smile . His hand cupped my cheek and my face was on fire . He got close and I closed the space between our lips . He closed the space between our hands and I leaned against him.

Our first kiss , as the sky darkened and my parents drove away to some meeting .

Brianna said be careful , he's In college . He might change . But he never did . "How are you going to tell your brother ? He's going to find out one day." she told me , but still i haven't told Andrew . I'm scared , how is he going to react? ... Now it's been almost a year since that night we first kissed and I'm at his apartment .

"I missed you , you know that ."

His arms enclose me.

"I do know because I missed you more my love."

Maybe I was blindly in love but I can't stop . His warm lips and the way he holds me .

"I missed everything about you , everything baby."

His lips are on mine , I can't contain my self . I need him .

"Beautiful... Hmm, you're beautiful."

I'm going to answer but I can't . My body is frozen , my eyes wide . I left the door open when I came in , and Andrew is standing on the door way .