Madness, suicide and the love of you

Lies and lies

I saw ash upstairs on his Xbox I went and stood by him as I got my jacket "ash I'm off out" I said hugging him before I go. "Okay babe what time will you be back" he said I smiled "don't worry I'll be back soon" I said as ash smiled and carried on with his game. I got to the park about 10 mins later and saw Luke sat on the bench. "Hey idiot" I said as he just shrugged "if I'm an idiot your a slut" he smiled "would you fuck off I'm not a slut" I said sitting next to him as he passed me a cig. "Okay sure your not that's why you slept with me" Luke replied. "Luke I don't even remember anything just shut up about it" I said he just sat there not even looking at me. "So you and this ash. together for long?" He said I nodded "we've been together 3 months now" I replied as Luke laughed. "That's not long" he said "it's longer than your dick" I laughed as he pushed me off the bench. "You and your dirty ass jokes" he laughed. "Look Luke why did you contact me anyway why now I'm happy can't you let me be happy" I said sitting back on the bench. "Look I'm sorry but I was happy to I was happy with you and now I'm not happy you've got some other asshole making you feel the same way I use to make you feel" Luke replied I looked down. "I'm sorry Luke but I can't do anything about it I'm with ash and you'll just have to find yourself someone els" I replied he smiled I don't get why he smiled after I just rejected him. "Look Luke I'll see you tomorrow in school just stop messaging me okay. He just laughed "maybe I will" he smirked as I hugged him