Madness, suicide and the love of you

Caring cal

I was crying on the sofa and looked at my phone cal was texting me asking about my date, but it just made me cry more. I just pushed my phone to the side, my phone kept beeping and beeping "God cal leave me alone" I said putting a pillow over my head.

Cals PoV

I got home worried after not getting any text from Chloe, but I just thought she was havin a good time. I walked in and saw her asleep on the sofa. "She looked so cute I moved her hair from her face, I then saw mascara down her cheeks she's obviously been crying. I decided to leave her sleep and go run her a bath since that's what I think girls like I'm not sure. I then went downstairs to wake her up. "Chloe Chloe wake up" I mumbled she slowly opened her eyes sitting up. "Cal hey" she said I smiled "come on I've ran you a bath" I smiled she hugged me. "Thank you why did you do that though" she said "I thought you'd had a rough day so yeah" I said she smiled and went upstairs. I decided not to ask her about her date incase she started crying again, I just wanted her to smile and be happy. I have to do somthing about these feelings. I mean I don't like her but I do yet I don't know I just want her safe and want to protect her.

I went upstairs and saw Chloe in the bath she really never cared me seeing her naked. Since half the time I've had to dress her since she has either be no wanting to change or she's been to I'll to. "You okay" I said going to sit on the side of the bath. "Yeah I guess, thank you for this" she smiled I nodded "don't worry about it" I said smiling putting bubbles in her hair. "Cal where were you today" she asked. "Well you weren't answering your phone so yeah, I decided to go look for you" I said she smiled splashing water at me. "Why do you care so much about me" she said I didn't know what to say. "Because your a good person no one really sees that though do they, but I see a nice girl who just wants to be happy" I said she teared up and hugged me. "Chloe Chloe I'm falling" I said she laughed and let go as I fell in the bath. "Thanks for that" I laughed. I then held her wrist. "Come on we need to clean your wrist" I said as she nodded.

After the bath I put on a movie for her, and gave her some sweets and popcorn to eat. I wrapped her in my covers and turned the light off. "Is that okay" I said she smiled "yeah thanks cal arnt you watching the movie with me?" She asked I smiled "yeah why not" I said sitting in bed with her. 20 minutes into the movie and I looked over at Chloe and she was asleep. She was moving around a lot so I assumed she was having a nightmare. She grabbed my hand and cuddled with me. "Chloe are you okay" I mumbled to see if she was awake. "Please don't hurt me" she said I didn't know weather she was having a nightmare or was talking to me. "I'm not goin to hurt you I promise" I whispered "I love you" she said again I didn't know if this was her talking in her sleep or actually to me. "I love you to" I said playing with her hair. Fuck sake how the hell am I going to know if she means it or is dreaming this.