Social Media [Bts Namjoon]

CHAPTER FIFTEEN

Three months later ~

"Fei, oh my god Fei!"

There she is, the only person that keeps me going day to day in this organic store as well as in this city.

"What's up, grace!" I smiled at the cute, slim faced, wide eyed Malaysian girl who has been my rock for the past two months and a half. I always thought she'd be Taehyungs type.

"You will never believe what I just read online!" Grace squealed as she swooned over the apples and oranges.

"It better not be about some got seven drama again." I rolled my eyes and continued to place the green apples in an orderly fashion.

"No, it's even better!" Grace inched closer to my face while giving me the smirk of a lifetime.

"Oh geez, what could be better than that?" I replied, coating my words with complete sarcasm.

Remixing the oh so famous jingle, Grace uttered the one word that made my heart skip a beat. For the record, it most definitely was not 'Santa'.

"Bangtan is coming to town!" Grace sang.

I widened my eyes and my mouth mimicked.

"What? What!"

"They're doing a concert here Fei!"

Without a word of response, I turned around and ignored Grace's calls. Making my way to the office to clock out of my shift early seemed like the right thing to do. I may not know how to explain it to Grace later but for now, I just needed to go home and lay down. I really don't know how to describe my emotions at this point.

Just imagine a girl walking down the busy streets of New York City, yet everything around her is moving at an agonizingly slow pace and she at normal speed.

That my friend, is exactly how I feel.

Finally I get to my apartment and collapse on my bed.

When are they coming?

Is all I could think about so I grabbed my laptop and decided to google the tour dates. One thing led to another and I found myself binging over everything I've missed in the passed three months.

I watched Yoongi's music video and listened to his mix tape, a few songs made me cry because it reminded me of when Yoongi talked to us about his life, and how he was planning on implementing it into his lyrics. He worked so hard. Everytime the boys and I got together, Yoongi would be in the studio, this mixtape was the exact product of that determination. I'm very proud of him and I'm sure army's feel the same way.

Eventually, I ended up at some kpop news sites and surprisingly, I'm taking all this pretty well. That is until Namjoon came into the picture.

'Drunk monster? The leader of BTS was spotted leaving the bar yet again.'

'Rap monsters career choice should have been boxing. Twenty one year old rapper got into a second brawl this week!'

'Bangtan leader, Rap monster, found love?'

'Bts may really be the one's in danger'

My heart twitched at every headline but selfishly, the one I was most drawn to was the rumour that Namjoon was in a relationship. I clicked on the headline and there were pictures of him and this girl everywhere!

He had his arms around her in one picture, he was whispering in her ear in another. They were even dancing together, but the thing I noticed was it was in the same club he was spotted getting drunk in multiple times.

Maybe he was drunk when she was with him, maybe it was just a fling! My subconscious, for the first time, tried to calm my nerves instead of work them up.

"You're so stupid," I put both hands on my chest in order to soothe my heart, without knowing, the clouded vision in my eyes soon turned my sight into a rainy day.

"I sacrificed my life to ensure your happiness!" I shout at the computer screen as the sobs punched through, ripping through my muscles and causing me to shake.

"To ensure their happiness." I whispered and laid back on my bed as I stare at the ceiling. Right then and there Yoongi's scene in 'I need you' came to life, if only I had a bucket of gas and a lighter.

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Wow I have some serious writers block. I was forcing myself to update which is why this chapter is so short. I've never written anything short of a thousand two hundred words, until now. I'm sorry y'all! But hey I'll be updating twenties and coma today as well! (By the way please do check out coma that story is gonna be lit; I hope!) Oh and we're so close to 2k reads guys omfg, thank you all so much!