Unspoken Words

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Hi.

This is all I could think of saying to you after all those years I've spent without you.

There is so much on my mind, so many unspoken words, hidden in the depth of my nous.

Baby. You drove me crazy.

It all felt like an illusion.

But I knew it wasn't.

It was all real.

Remember the day we met, my love? Because I do, I remember it all, very clearly. As if it was yesterday that we met.

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Opening my eyes slowly, I met the morning with a smile on my face. It was one of those first mornings right after school ends. As I inhaled in, the smell of delicious pancakes hit my nostrils and the smile on my face grew wider.

Stretching my arms up, I sat up slowly while a loud yawn escaped my mouth. The sun was trying to break through the velvet curtains that I had in my room. I turned to my right as I felt my phone vibrating on my nightstand. I lean closer to look at the name while taking the phone in my hand. The name 'Niomi' was written on the screen, which meant that the party animal, that I call my best friend, has woken up.

"Good, free of school, morning, Flora." Ni's voice rang in my ear as soon as I clicked on the Answer button. Before I had the chance to greet her back, she said "Get up and get ready. We're going grocery shopping."

I raised my eyebrow at that, "Why are we going grocery shopping?!" I asked while standing up from the bed.

"Well," she cleared her voice, "We are going to throw a party to start off the summer season."

I rolled my eyes at her words and shrugged it off, "Okay, pick me up in 20, but we have to get breakfast first."

"Aye, captain!" Ni cheerfully said and hung up the phone.

Looking around the messy room, I decided to leave the cleaning for later in the day. I grabbed my black skinny jeans and my white crop top. Throwing them on myself fast, I hurried to the bathroom where I brushed my teeth and fixed my nest of a hair.

I grabbed my white converse and ran down the stairs as I threw my backpack over my shoulder. Putting my shoes down on the floor, I slipped my feet into them and ran out of the house when I saw Niomi's car parked outside.

She was standing outside of the car and a cigarette was visible hanging out of her mouth. Shaking my head at the view I jogged towards the car and sent her a small wave as she looked my way. Niomi lifted her hands up and waved enthusiastically at me, I laughed at her greeting.

"So what are we buying?" I asked once I've reached her car.

She shrugged, "Some snacks, probably and surely alcohol." Nodding my head, I got inside her red car.

Ten minutes later we were parked in the parking lot of the supermarket. Thankfully, it wasn't full of people today. We walked into the store, taking one of the shopping carts, we began our journey in the store. Of course, Ni pushed the cart towards the alcohol section.

I walked ahead of her, looking at the different varieties of alcohol and my eyes widened. Turning around, I walked backward so I could get a better view of her and talk to her. She opened her mouth to say something just when I bumped into something hard.

"Shit" I heard someone say behind me. I turned around fast to look at the person that I bumped into, my eyes were met with light brown ones.

"I am so sorry," I said once I've looked at the male standing in front of me, he had a light stubble and black raven hair that was pushed back.

He rolled his eyes and instantly turned around while saying deeply, "Watch where you going next time." I widened my eyes at the rudeness of the man and opened my mouth to reply to what he said but Ni grabbed my hand and tugged me the other way around to look at her.

"What a dick," she said as she lifted her hand up and showed him the middle finger, it was a relieve that his back was turned to us otherwise we would've gotten in trouble.

I rolled my eyes, "Let's just get the things we need and get out of here."

After 20 agonizingly long minutes we were ready and set to leave the damn store. And after another 15 minutes filled with Ni's horrible singing and my horrible dancing we were finally in front of her house. Her parents were away for the week on a business trip so we had plenty of time to throw parties there.

We spent the whole afternoon getting ready for the party. The alcohol was set up and so were the snacks.

The party was starting at 9 pm so, at 4 pm Cara, Sienna and Sarah came. They brought a few outfits from which we had to choose which one would fit them perfectly. In the end, we all looked bomb. I was dressed in black shorts and a maroon crop top covered in lace, to match the top I decided to throw on my maroon converse.

At around 8 pm my other two friends, Vivianne and Natalie came. Since we all haven't eaten, they two brought pizza so we could eat before the party. We were all seated around the dining table and ate in peace while drinking wine to start off the party easily.

"You won't believe what happened today," Ni started. We all looked at her and I narrowed my eyebrows in confusing as I tried remembering what happened today. "We saw Clare today and she was with some guy that's definitely not her current boyfriend. They were literally ripping each other's clothes at the park today."

A disgust covered my face as I remember the view. My former best friend, Clare, is filled with pure evil and hatred.

A laugh escaped Sienna's mouth as she shook her head, "Why am I not surprised?" She said. We continued eating our pizzas.

The people started arriving at around 9 pm and the nightmare began.

The party started off okay but later it went wild.

I was sitting alone on the stairs and I watched as the drunkards danced to different songs. Some of them were making out and almost ripping each other's clothes off, disgusting. While I was sitting I saw James, one of the guys on the school's soccer team, approach me. He sat down next to me and handed a cup filled with a liquid which I'm guessing is alcohol.

"Hey, lonely girl," James said while I took the cup from him and looked up at him,

"Hey, boy" I took a sip from the drink and let the liquid burn my throat, it had a weird taste but I let that slide.

"Why are you sitting all alone, pretty?" His mouth turned into a smirk as he looked me up and down.

Rolling my eyes, I looked at the rest of the people, "I don't feel like socializing." I took another sip from the drink and stood up from my place since I decided to look around for my friends. I noticed Sarah's brown wavy hair and started walking towards her while I took another large sip from the drink. I became dizzy and felt the need to breathe some fresh air. Turning to my right I headed towards the door, slowly as I tried not to bump into people.

As I walked out of the house I started walking down the road, the dizziness got worse so I kneeled down and closed my eyes.

"Hey!" I heard someone yell, a familiar voice but I couldn't make out who it is. The person kneeled down in front of me and leaned closer "Are you okay?" He asked but before I could open my mouth, everything went black.