Crippling Secrets |Kylo Ren X Reader|

Wait, What?!

You swallowed hard at possessing what you just said. "Poe Damron; the best pilot in the resistance was promised to me after his Perents loved me and my perents as well so they planed for the both of us to get married-" Kylo stopped you.

"And I reined it," You added onto what he had to say:

"But you are wrong. I love Poe Damron very much I'm just not sure it's the love that you feel when in love-"

"Show me the ring," He said, hardly being able to belive a word out of your mouth. You pulled a necklace that you hid well under your shirt and you showed him the expensive ring, and he held it and looked at it. "My force,"

"He got this for me a mouth after we were dating since he wanted me to be his so eirly." You thought for a second, "When we made love I didin't even think about him for one second-"

"Then it isin't love. The perents just want you to be together," Then he let go of the ring.

"I was hoping that you would let me go after I told you about Poe and that you would let me marry him and that we never had to talk about what happned-" Kylo stopped you angrier then before!

"Why do you always talk about it like you hated it! We were literally seconds before fucking just a while ago! Don't act like that little Dameron boy couldin't do better!" Kylo was harsh and then again there was a small little forgotten part inside of you that wanted to be with him. You wanted to love him and as Kylo said you didin't love Dameron.

"I don't know Kylo. Just let's keep this to our selfs as if nothing happened and just set me free and we will leave it at that," You said. It would be best that way that Poe didin't find out and you intended to keep it that way.

"I'm not letting you go anywhere (Y/N) you are mine."

"I'm not asking for your premision! I'm leaving weather you like it or not!" You shouted, pushing past him and almost out the door until he grabbed you and stopped you from moving any further.

You stopped and he wrapped his arms around you in a hug and he rested his head into your shoulder, "Tell me that you won't leave me (Y/N)," His voice sounded as if he was pleeding.

Tears started to well up in your eyes, what the hell have I done? I can't keep playing with hearts like this! Poe loved me very much and I... I- cheated on him.

Tears started to stream down your face, "I'm so sorry," It hurt more then anything realising what you had done.

"Don't be. Forget that man and stay with me. I can give you so much more (Y/N)," You knew what you wanted, but was it the right choice? I mean if it was going to work out with you and Ren then the both of you would have to keep it a secret.

"I- I want you," You spoke, "I don't need Dameron," Kylo smirked at winning you over a man who wasin't even there to defend you.

"Very good choice (Y/N)," He moved a peice of hair away from your neck and he kissed it gently. "No one can know. It's just going to between us and you are going to be a good girl and tell me everything so that I can keep you safe," Kylo said, being as charming as the devil himself.

But how could you refuse him? Of course you told him everything you knew, but it seems as if you forgot all about the information that you stolen from the First Order.

"Why are you here (Y/N)?" Kylo asked you and you said:

"I was sent here on a mission that failed as soon as I messed up trying to find what ever plans I could," Your traitoris acts did benefit you in a way, you had Kylo Ren wrapped around your finger.