Poems

Because Of Your Game

Life is life

life I behold

I'm giving up

So I have been told

By the monster in my head

It talks to me

As I lay cold in bed

Music pounds my ears

Screams are all I hear

It's time to give up

This day I have not feared

Looking down I see the cuts on my wrist

"I'm emo" they say, I am ashamed of this

I grab paper and pen

I'll write my feelings for you, that I pretend

"I love you more then anything" I never admitted

And I'm sorry for this suicide I just committed

So I grab a rope

For so long I have hoped

My head goes through

I choke on my breath

And soon feel the cold of death

A shadow against the wall

Of my hanging body

My pain is gone, I feel nothing at all

I look at my pale face

My eyes will never be opened again

As I have left this place, decided that this was my faith

My soul has drifted away

No more cold nights of having to pray

I am free of pain

But I am also ashamed

That I gave up my life

Because of your game