Poems

It Doesn't End Until It Ends Me

As the nights become longer, my strength starts to weaken.

My stomach becomes hungrier and I soon start to break.

The sky seems like home, it's where I'm soon destined to be.

I am no longer strong, I can no longer fight.

I pass by the mirror, and there stands a girl.

No she is not me, I do not know who she is to be.

My wrist are now scarred, so is my heart.

My mind is now full of horrible thoughts.

I cannot escape, I cannot fight.

This dark cloud has taken over me.

I try to smile but I do not mean it.

The nights are hard but the mornings are harder.

Waking up to be someone I'm not.

I cannot feel, I cannot think.

I am now numb. I am now weak.

I have been fighting for way to long.

Things have gotten worse.

And this war is now harder to fight.

I was suppose to be happy, I was suppose to be free.

But along the way to my destiny something took over me.

It was unexpected, I was not prepared.

Never did I think I could feel like this way.

It's a dark cold world, that I am now living in.

I fight for my life, to be back how it used to be.

I can no longer remember who I was before.

Happiness, was once me but Now it no longer represents me.

I have fallen into a never ending hole.

So now matter how hard I fight.

It will not end until it finally ends me.