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Unfortunately

A/N Do you hear that? It's the feels train that's about to hit you. ANGSTTTTTT
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"Unfortunately, she is the only girl that can be on you squad, sir.", the cadet said showing me her file.

Name: (Y/F/N)

Height: (Y/H)

Age: (Y/A)

Family: Unknown

Comments: Known to be headstrong and reckless. Future Captains be advised.

"So they decided to give me this brat.", I though to myself

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"Unfortunately, she is the only one who will listen to you.", I heard Erwin say when he gestured at (Y/N) who was punching away at the bag.

I rolled my eyes as I made my way to her.

She ignored me as she beat up the bag with all her determination set onto it.

"Cadet (Y/L/N).", I said.

No answer.

"Cadet (Y/L/N).", I said again with more demand this time.

She started to punch harder.

"(Y/N)", I yelled.

She gave it one final blow, and the bag seemed to fall apart at the seams right in front of me. The sand poured out of the rip she made, and she turned towards me with tears in her eyes.

"What do you want?", she said angrily.

"You've been in here ever since our last expedition and first successful one. You haven't eaten, slept, or engaged in any conversation. Care to explain why?", I said trying to be monotone.

She turned away from me, and unrolled the tape from her hands since they were all ripped.

"You know why.", she spat at me.

I crossed my arms and looked over at the entrance to ask Erwin for help. He wasn't there.

"Goddammit.", I thought now annoyed.

I walked over to her since her back was facing towards me. I grabbed by the shoulder and turned her to look at me. She tried to shake me off, but I gripped her tighter.

"I can't help you if you can't tell me whats wrong .", I said.

She looked at me with white fury in her (y/e/c) eyes.

"IT'S ALL MY FAULT, AND YOU KNOW IT! YOU SAW HIM RIGHT THERE, AND WE COULD HAVE SAVED HIM! HE WAS SHOUTING MY NAME AND I WAS RIGHT THERE! BUT YOU JUST HAD TO PULL ME BACK RIGHT BEFORE HE REACHED MY HAND! JUST THAT ONE SECOND COULD'VE CHANGED EVERYTHING! BUT YOU!", she stopped to forcefully put her finger on my chest.

"YOU STOPPED ME FROM SAVING MY BEST FRIEND'S LIFE! HE WAS THERE FOR ME WHEN NO ONE ELSE WAS AND I WASN'T THERE FOR HIM WHEN HE NEEDED ME THE MOST! SO DON'T BULLSHIT ME WITH THE FACT THAT IT WASN'T MY FAULT. IT WAS AND IT WAS YOURS, TOO!", she finally stopped with her chest heaving and her tears falling onto the floor.

I was taken a back from all her pain that she decided to throw into my face. My hand was still holding onto her shoulder and she wasn't pushing her finger into my chest anymore. She was gripping it tightly with both hands as she was looking down sobbing. Grabbing her wrists, I pulled her up to look at me.

"Cadet (Y/L/N), It was not your fault that he died. If anything it was mine, I was the one who didn't retreat when we should've. I was the one who let him scout ahead. I was the one who had to choose between Armin and you. Not for a single second would I have wanted to let you die. He was the one who wanted to be a part of humanity's last hope, and he did it. Don't you dare make his sacrifice in vain. He asked me to promise that I would take care of you and that's what I did.", I explained to her.