Shy Girl's secret// GirlxGirl

The heat of the moment

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"It's fine, but did you like it?" I asked, this question could give me the answer to everything.

"I'm tired of being normal" she started to sing to herself quietly.

  At first I was a bit like what the hell is she doing, but then I thought maybe singing helps her get through things.

Maybe if shes feeling helpless, upset or stressed, she always goes to singing because it helps her and makes her feel better.

"I'm always overthinking" she sang, getting faster and faster "I'm driving myself crazy."

I decided to leave her for a little while because it was obvious she was feeling stressed.

"So what if I'm fucking crazy?" I could still hear her getting faster as I made my way to the door.

I don't think she knew that I could hear her, but it felt like the lyrics related to how she was feeling. And I was hoping if that was true, she was going to open up to me but she won't do that if I'm pressuring her.

The next thing I knew, I heard foot steps running up behind me.

"I--I love you" she yelled and I turned around; before I could say anything, I felt a pair of lips crashing down on mine. Again. Why do we always make things habits with this girl.

Loving the feel of her soft lips against my own, I didn't hesitate to kiss her back. I pushed her back until her back hit the wall my arms either side of her head without breaking our connection.

Before things could go any further, I pulled away and rested my forehead against her's as we both panted, trying to catch our breath's. I could feel my heart racing and wouldn't be surprised if she could hear it too.

Then all the events came crashing down on me.

She just told me she loved me. People don't say that unless they're in a committed relationship and they're devoted to their partner.

What if she was returning my feelings? I mean, of course I don't love her...yet. I've only just met the girl. But there is definitely some sort of feelings and connection there, well for me there is anyway.

"Did--did you mean what you said?" I asked stuttering. Why am I so nervous? Usually, I'm an outgoing person not some sort of nervous wreck like I am now.

"I--I don't know. I'm just so confused" she said her head dropping to look at the floor.

When those words came out of her mouth I felt my happy spirit drop. I had got my hopes up, and where it meant so much to me that she said that, it meant nothing to her. It was all just in the heat of the moment and she was confused and not thinking straight.

I can't blame her for that though, you can't make yourself have feelings for someone, but I'm going to do my hardest to make her fall for me and if that doesn't work, I'll have to get over it.

I didn't say anything else, just gave her a small smile and left the room.

I dived onto my bed and felt tears starting to prick my eyes.

Argh, get yourself together Jess, what's wrong with you? You've liked so many girls before, why is Lia any different. Needing to clear my head, I grabbed my car keys and walked down the stairs passing Tyler on the way.

"Hey sis, where you going?" he asked me.

"Out, I need to clear my head" I told him. I didn't want to say where incase someone followed me because right now, I just want to be alone.

"Oh okay, you wanna talk about it?" he asked sympathy showing through his eyes.

"Maybe later" I said with a small smile as I felt tears filling my eyes and I knew I had to go before they fell. Whenever I feel on the verge of crying and someone asks if I'm okay, it just makes it worse and makes the tears fall. That's how I felt right now. Tyler was such an amazing, sweet, caring brother and I love him to bits but when he shows concern it just makes me feel that much more vulnerable.

"Okay" I heard him mutter as I walked out into the fresh air, it was quite warm today with a nice fresh breeze, not too hot but not too cold.

   I jumped into my red Ferrari and put my music on loud blast, 'so what' by P!nk came on. I like this song because it always makes me feel better about myself and I need that boost at this current time.

  I pulled out of the driveway and made my way to the beach. I always go to the beach if I need space. Just walking down by the sea with the wind blowing your hair and the quiet, peaceful atmosphere with the sun setting on the horizon, I just find it relaxing and beautiful.

I was walking along the beach on the edge of the sea, feeling the cool liquid trickling over my feet.
It was lovely, I had left my phone at home, so no distractions, no interruptions, just me time.

I let the tears fall down my face as nobody was here to see me and I just thought about how head over heels I am for this girl. I have never felt this way before. Of course, I've had strong feelings for people before, but nothing like this. These feelings were strangers to me and I didn't know what to do.

Soon, I started to feel a presence behind me, so I turned and there she was standing right infront of me. What the fuck was she doing here?!

It was Lia's mum.

"What the hell are you doing here?" I spat, venom filling my voice.

"I want my daughter back" she stated, slowly taking another step towards me.

"Hu" I scoffed " well good luck coz there's no chance in hell that's happening."

"Oh but it is" she smirked evily. Pfft yeah right, the only thing that's gonna happen is her arse rotting in prison.

"Yeah? And how's that gonna happen?" I asked.

"By this!" she yelled running towards me.

And that was the last thing that happened before I felt a sharp pain in my head and the world turned black.

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