Who Knew

Chapter15.

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{Short Chapter.}

Ryan closed his eyes and tapped his foot to the beat as he listened to his boyfriend sing the song he loved to hear from his lips. The fire cracking in the background matched the calm environment they were in. He could hear Bryce's tone go even sometimes which caused him to smile. He loved it way to much than to put aside.

As he kept his eyes closed the music began to fade and suddenly he was back at the hotel, hearing the faint moans of Jonathan echo throughout the room. The sound of the heavy breathing was enough to send a shiver down his spine as every moment came back to him and he bean to trip. It was something he missed. Sneaking out just to see the man he loved.

He could remember the day Jonathan told him he loved him. Those words melted through his skin like plastic. He wanted nothing more than to relive each night and especially that one.

He'd answer back. He would tell him he loved him. But he can't.

He opened his eyes and watched as Bryce sung the last part of the song causing him to smile faintly. Jonathan was now just a memory and he had to move forward. He stood from his seat and when Bryce sat his instrument down he ruffled his blonde locks and listened to Bryce laugh as he shoved his hand away playfully. "You're too good Bryce." Ryan stated, kneeling in front of his eye level.

Ryan could see how Bryce looked at him like he was god. Like he was all he had and oh how it made his skin crawl with guilt. He hated dragging his boyfriend on like this because he knew he deserved to know the truth, he deserved to know what happened yet he couldn't bring himself to tell him just yet.

"What? To play?" Bryce smiled at Ryan who shook his head and brought him in for a kiss. As they pulled away Ryan whispered, "For me."

Ryan brought Bryce in for one last kiss because he knew it'd be the last one he ever got from this man. Bryce loved him yet he didn't love him back like he should or like he had thought he did. It broke him. Such a nice boy who wanted nothing more than to make him happy and he was about to throw him away like trash.

Though that's not what Ryan saw him as. To Ryan Bryce was the best package a kid could get, something very expensive. There was something wrong though.. The package wasn't for Ryan. It was for someone who'd treat him better and would love him like he loved Delirious.

He had to give him to that person..

A/N-

THIS WAS SO SHORT HOLY COW! Now this was just a little something to feed off of for the next chapter. It has a lot to do with what Ohm just said so wait till you see what happens. As always, have a wonderful day!

-BeKixie