Dear Faith,
Today, now, we are in the cemetry. I haven't slept ever since your mom's call yesterday. My eyes hurt, not sure if it's the lack of sleeping or the tears that never left my eyes this morning.
They're digging up your grave, Faith. They're burying you.
As much as I don't want to watch this scene, this is my last chance to say goodbye to you in this life at least. I can't.
I wish you were here to see how many people love you, cuddle bear. Then maybe you would have changed your mind about suicide.
Even pimple guy is here, Faithy. Remember him? We used to steal his toys and hide them when we were kids.
You're underground now, babygirl. I miss you so damn much. I still don't understand why you did this. Have you left a note? I hope you did because then at least I'll one last piece to remind me of you. I love you Faith and I can't deal with not having you around anymore.
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I am in your room now. Sitting on your bed. You know how I have always loved your room, I guess I only loved it because you were with me, but now the only meaning it holds is your stuff. Your mom is with me, she misses you too so much.
When are you going to come back to us, Faithy?
We are both crying. If you were here I imagine you'd complain about me being close to your mom. Is that why you left us, Faith? I am sorry. I miss you.
I hope you don't mind us looking through your stuff. We didn't find a note though. No sign of sadness or loneliness. You were one happy girl, faith. Or at least you SEEMED that way. Your mom said I can keep your stuff. Remember that romantic letter Jake from chemistry class gave you? We found it in your box of secrets, I think the right think to do is give it back to him, poor guy is...- was so in love with you.
Faithy, can I ask you something.
Why didn't you tell me that something is wrong? That you weren't exactly OK? I could have done something to save you before it was too late. I am sorry I didn't ask you. I know I messed up. I love you, princess.
#Day2 is dedicated to my very first internet best friend #D, I have no idea where you are now but I hope you're happy.
This one brought on so many feeling ugh! Anyway, hope you enjoy it and don't forget to share your thoughts with everyone.
Much love xx
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Life After Faith
Short StoryThe story of a beautiful friendship day by day. How unfortunate would it be if your BEST friend commits suicide ? This story is dedicated to every person who have just had enough of fighting for their own life, to every person who lost a dear f...
