Dear Faith,
Today is Monday, but I wont go to school. I can't stand the idea of being there without you and I am sure people will make it worse by their pity remarks that I obviously pay no mind to especially since it's only been 3 days. Though, it certainly feels like an eternity. Nothing feels... normal anymore. Everything is dark, not even Netflix and pizza can get me through this. I now know that you are -were the secret formula of the light in my life, and now that you are gone I am left with nothing but an empty soul. Time seems to be going by fast yet every minute goes by so slow I almost think time is going backwards.
I have this overwhelming feeling of loneliness. I hate myself for not caring enough to notice how hurt you were, how broken you were because if I did, maybe this wouldn't have happened, maybe you would have still been here by my side. I am so sorry, my sunshine.
I don't know if I'll ever recover again, this is not something we get used to but one thing I am sure of is that I want to make you proud of me. BUT, How do I function as a member in this hopeless society without MY soulmate beside me? How can I even help build it when I know that it might be what destroyed you ... the reason you took your own life ? I sure hope you'll look after me and guide me because I don't know what's right and what's wrong anymore.
I miss you, best friend.
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Life After Faith
Cerita PendekThe story of a beautiful friendship day by day. How unfortunate would it be if your BEST friend commits suicide ? This story is dedicated to every person who have just had enough of fighting for their own life, to every person who lost a dear f...
