Luke Hemmings Saved Me

Let me help you

Let me love you~Mario
Ava

Its been 3 days since Luke found out. Three whole days. Three whole days of avoiding Luke. It hurts to see him in the hallways. I try to avoid eye contact but once in awhile our eyes meet and he gives me the most concerned look. If we look at each other he walks towards me and of course i run away.

I hate that i'm doing this to him it makes me hate myself even more and you know what that means. Yeah. I've started wearing pretty much the same thing to school. A black hoodie, jeans, sometimes sweatpants and black converse.

Im currently overthinking while doing my makeup. I don't wear makeup often only when i have too. Like when i have a bruise from my dad. I check the time. Gr8 im late again. I've been late to school for the past 3 days.

I finish as best as i could and run out the door. I get to school 30 minutes late. I try to remeber what class i have next. "Im so stupid i mutter just as i crash into a body. I look up to see him.

Luke. I smile but then remeber the last time we talked. I quickly get up and begin to walk away. "Wait" he says as he grabs my hand to pull me back.

Seeing as he is stronger than me i swing back toward him. "Yes" i say looking up at his piercing blue eyes. "You're not stupid" he says with a friendly smile.

Im glad he didn't bring up last time.. yet. "Yea i am i've been here a whole month and i don't remeber what class im suppose to be in." I say laughing alittle.

"It's okay everybody does as some point, hey since your late lets go ditch and go to the field to talk." My heart stops. First i don't want to get introuble for ditching and second i really dont want to 'talk'.

"You won't get introuble trust me. And its good to talk to someone." Omg i said that out loud again im so stupid. "Okay" i say.

We walk to the field and sit down. "Sooo" he says awkwardly "soo" i say sitting down. "Can i see them?" He asks. I look at him disgusted "It's not a fucking art piece!You fuck!You don't go around asking to look at peoples cutts for your own satisfaction you creep!" i yell and get up to leave.

"No no no its not like that" he says and runs by my side once again. "I just want to see how many times you needed someone and noone was there." A/N cliche i know. But its not exactly like the other one.A/N

"Still i don't feel comfortable with you seeing them." I say "okay i understand he says as we walk back to the tree where we sit. "I'm here if you need me" i laugh alittle "thats what they all say" i say in a whisper.

"What?" He says "nothing" i say and put on a fake smile. "Wanna listen to music?" He nods happily. I give him the left earbd and go to my spotify playlist. And click the shuffle button. Let me love you by mario comes on.

Pretty much the whole song Luke glances at me. After awhile i feel uncomfortable and skip it. Ms.jackson by outKast comes on. Luke takes my phone and pauses it.

"Let me help you" luke says and he sounds so serious i don't know how to react.

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