She will be loved...but will he

chapter 8: Explaining and moving on

Alyssa's P.O.V

I woke up to a bunch of whispering and someone was poking me but I didn't wanna wake up. The person kept poking me and I heard someone whisper " dude she's definitely dead." Then I heard someone else whisper "shut up she's fine and stop poking her!!!" Nick and Jason. ugh give me a break my head is killing me I thought. I have to get up. I opened my eyes and saw to ugly little blurs. " ewwww move you two are in my face!!!". The monst- I mean sleeping beauty is up." Nick said. I rolled my eyes and punched his shoulder. Then I tried to sit up but my head was throbbing and I was quickly pushed back into my big pile of pillows by my two little brothers. "Why does my head hurt so bad...?" I asked afraid of what might have happened last night. The thing is I can't remember a thing that happened last night.

"You brother hit you head trying to open the door last night." Jason said with a smirk. I glared at Nick holding my head trying to make him understand how much it hurt."Way to throw me under the bus Jason!" he yelled. I just laughed. Then i quickly stopped as I realized what they said. They hit me with the door? I don't remember what happened. "Nick...why exactly was I at the door and on the floor?Nick looked At Jason and they both looked at me as if I should know already. "Ally...I don't know. It started at Jason's. I got a feeling...a really bad one, and I got worried so I came to check on you. We couldn't open the front door and we soon realized why when we came through the back and saw you out cold against the front door. So Jason and I are here because of the feeling and your head hurts because in our attempt to open the door we...erm well we...we hit your head I'm sorry sis. I just sit there holding my head in my hands trying to think of what happened tonight." Where is Jack?" Jason asked.

Then it hit me everything from last night came rushing back to my head and I remembered that bimbo and jerk and passing out!!! I felt lie throwing up.It was all too much. I scrambled out of bed and barely made it to the toilet before I just fell down and threw up. I heard footsteps behind me and soon someone was pulling up my hair and someone else was rubbing my back. Thank goodness I have these two.

After taking a shower and changing I felt...somewhat better. So I went downstairs. I sat on the couch and soon the guys came out and gave me breakfast. Well...sort of. If you consider a sausage wrapped in a blueberry pancake a breakfast...ha ha well i do. After I ate Nick and Jason were both staring at me and Jason nodded urging me to start explaining. I sighed knowing they wouldn't leave me alone if I didn't tell them. So I took a deep breath and started explaining.I could barely get the words out because it hurt so much but the boys...my boys listened carefully and patiently. When I finished I was in tears and the boys had hatred in their eyes. They looked like they wanted to kill the guy...not that I didn't.

After I calmed down I decided to take advantage of the fact that I have two boys in the house...and furniture needs moving. Stupid landlord ugh.So I finally figured out how Im going to do this. I decided I'm going to move in with my best friend,Abby. She agreed to let me stay with her....well actually she begged me to consider her as an option when she heard about my stupid rental problem. So I got a moving truck from U-haul the other day and now Nick and Jason are hauling out my furniture to the truck...and me? I am sitting in the window seat watching them trip and fall over and over before finally reaching the truck hahaha it's so fun.

They literally look like retaded pengins because the only way the can make it five steps withought falling is if they waddle.I decided it wasn't fair to just sit and make them work so I grabbed a few boxes and started packing the little things like pictures and things. By the end of the night I had everything that belonged to me packed in the truck. All that was left was Jack's stuff which quite frankly I couldn't care less if the landlord burnt it ALL!!! I looked at the boys and we all looked around the house satisfied with our work. As I looked around I couldn't stop the tear slipping out of my eye as I thought of what I was doing. I was going to be leaving. Leaving my home,and my friends,and my family!!! The only good the that I will not regret is I'm leaving that jerk, Jack. I took a deep breath.I will be fine, this is great. I'm going to have a fresh start!