She will be loved...but will he

chapter 9:bye and hello

Allyssa's P.O.V

A/N I dedicated this to my best guy friend JAMES cuz I love him to death and he's awesome. Haha he's in the middle of laid back and protective of me...kinda both but anyways I absolutely love the kid. And he's ma boyyyy*-*

ok i have yet another challenge. When you read this one. I'd like to ask you to comment on one of two things. Either comment on a hard goodbye that you had to face,or I want to hear about that great guy friend. Tell me having a guyfriend is the worst thing. Just tell me. Haha, all I'd say is girl if you think that then, you got issues, or your guy aint a good friend. Lol

It has been three weeks since I packed everything. I stayed with my mum and dad while I took care of cutting of everything...with work and the landlord and Jack. Speaking of I haven't even told him about the apartment. I feel bad...but at the sametime good. Who cares? Right now I'm in the middle of the hard part.Saying goodbye.

With  tears streaming down my baby sisters eyes I hugged her.I didn't want to let her go.Then I felt my mum's hand on my shoulder and I looked up to see her mouthing "It's time to go hon." I gave her one last squeeze before I pulled away and dried a tear from her face with my thumb and whispered,"I love you Olivia." Then I kissed her forehead and left smilling to show her it would be ok. 

At the airport it wasn't any better.In fact it was worse because the three other people I loved the most in the world were standing there trying not to cry.Then I hugged my mum and she hugged back tighter and could barely get her words out saying goodbye. As soon as she let go I was engulfed in another pair of arms and pulled into my father's chest. I hugged him and started crying. I was trying not to but I couldn't hold back the tears. I'm pretty sure he will have to change his shirt when he gets home. We pulled away and he kissed my hair before he said"I love you princess.

I smiled and turned around facing my brother. He looked at me with the saddest pair of eyes I've ever seen and opened his mouth trying to say something but the words just wouldn't come out so I went over to him and wrapped my arms around him tightly. I could hear him sniffling."Love you Nicky." I whispered using his pet name I'd given him when I was eight. He cracked a smile before I heard "Flight B4 tickets are being collected now." over the intercome. I smiled weakly at my family before I walked over to the lady and gave my ticket in.I turned one last time to look at them,My beloved family,before turning and walking into the plane.

I woke up on someones shoulder. I looked up apologetically at the teenage boy I fell asleep on.He chuckled and said "No problem,at least you don't snore." I blushed."To be honest I don't even remember even falling asleep. I said. He looked at me and said"You were crying earlier before you fell asleep so I just figured you could use an un-interrupted nap." I looked up "Oh,I umm ,you saw that?"He grabbed my hand and smiled a smile that reached deep into my eyes.I was taken aback by his fowardness but I really needed to talk to someone.

As if he could read my mind he gently asked"Do you want to talk?" Something about him made me trust him and soon I was spilling my life story to him.From the apartment mess to my boyfriend problems all the way to this moving trip. He was really understanding and he reached up wiping a stray tear from my cheek.I smilled ,he would make a great friend. "Hey wanna try something new?" "Sure."I replied.He grinned and started explaining."Ok so we can say anything,do anything or ask anything we want with no care in the world,there is only two rules...you cannot judge and you MUST have fun!!!" I laughed"That's easy." He laughed "ok starting now and for two hours,deal?" I grinned "Deal!!!" 

Those two hoursWe told eachother secrets that nobody else knew,we played a million dumb games,we asked eachother stupid questions,we played truth or dare,and we danced down the aisle twice!!!By the end of the airplane trip It felt like we had been best friends for ever!!! Although I don't think I will be able to ride a plane from this airline for a while considering the amount of complaints from the other passengers. I didn't care though I was feeling happy and I got a new best friend who's name was Cameron. We exchanged phone numbers,hugged,and promised to visit every once in a while.

Right now I'm looking for my best friend,Abby. So far I wasn't having very good luck when all of a sudden I heard an overly excited voice yell,"Ally!!!! Is that you? What on earthhappened?!?! You have an butt now!!!!!" I cringed at her choice in greeeting and debated whether or not I should keep walking and pretend it wasn't me but Abby engulfed me in a tremendus hug before I could run off. I could literally feel peoples' eyes burning through my skin,and judging. Oh how awesome is this? But I couldn't be mad at Abby...I haven't seen her in like...FOEVER!!! I hugged her back and said"Honny you bet I got one and it's done me good!!!" Then we both burst out laughing before we went to hunt down my luggage. I can't wait to start a new life here,IN LONDAN!!! I smiled as I thought of all the fun I would have here.I'm glad I made the decision to come here:)

A/N sorry guys I had some trouble with this chapter literally a new part of this chapter kept updating every 5 minutes so.....SORRY!!!!! but hope yall liked it!!! 

you know that akward feeling when u feel overly pepi and people start judging?                                                                                               I've never had that one;p