Josh:
Does he like me?
Oh god if he likes me I'm going to be the happiest boy alive
Don't give your hopes up Josh...
Right. I need to think about how I would deal if he didn't like me...
Oh no! If he doesn't I'm not sure how I'd handle myself...
Oh no, your demons they're back....
Fuck! I hate my life he doesn't like me
I'm just an awful fuck up
