You're not like me

Five

Being alone with Hannah gave me a sense of suffocation but at the same time I felt secure. In the moment I could read her mind. The way she was looking at me, eyeing me like a prize. I thought it was clear that She wanted me. Now if I only knew what she wanted from me at the time, if so I wouldn't have been able to run out of there fast enough. I didn't though. The sexual part took over my mind. She want to hook up with me and that was my final decision.

"You look very tense" Hannah said, and I didn't have to be looking at her to know she was burning holes in the side of my head.

"I'm just trying to get used to everything, it's only my first day here, and with all you. Everything is just very" I paused trying to think of the right word

"Overwhelming?" Hannah blurted out

"Yes that" I replied with a small chuckle

"Well look, I think it's pretty obvious you're a little uncomfortable with me being so close, even though I think you might be enjoying it at the same time" she said with a wink "so I'm gunna go look for some snacks" and as she was leaving she turned around and said "you don't need to be so scared of me. I don't bite" then she paused and a smile appeared on her face, one that's supposed to intimidate you "often".

A few hours passed, we just hung out and talked and then she eventually drove me home, which I protested a bit. I was not in the mood to deal with my psycho parents. But despite the protest she assured me that all would be good and she was look forward to seeing me tomorrow at school. With that I got out of the car and entered the gates of hell.

"Where were you?!" My mother spat at me with a look of disgust and disappointment in her eyes.

"I went out with friends" I replied bitterly and started to make my way to my room.
I could tell she wanted to carry on with the questioning but instead she gave me a simple "we'll talk when your father gets home" and let me go on my way.

The minute I got to my room I decided to comprehend everything that happened today. They all seemed very nice, but something was off. I felt it. And I couldn't get the god forsaken smell out of my head. It was so usually pleasing. Like I needed more of it. I can't describe the pleasure it ensured me. Like I had been missing something then found it.

I got pulled out of thought when I heard my mother call me for dinner, I quickly made my way down the stairs with a sigh. The second I sat down I could tell my mother was about to say something that I could care less to hear about. She always did that thing with her mouth, like she was smiling but in a regretful way. As I assumed I was right. "I don't know how I feel about you hanging out with people I know nothing about." I gave her a glare "well mom it's only the first day, it would have been a surprise to me if you told me that you already knew them" I responded in a sarcastic tone. "That's no way to talk to your mother Emma, she's just looking out for you" I was surprised when my father spoke up. He's usually one to listen, shake his head and agree on anything my mother says. "No she's not, she just wants to make sure I don't end up in bed with my new friends" I spat out.

They didn't say anything back because what I said was the truth, so with that I got up and went back to my bedroom. By their words the lifestyle I chose is "against gods will" and is just "sending me on the road to hell". The I fuck care if I go to hell or not. I hope I go to hell, just to piss them off more.

I looked at the time and agreed with myself that it was time for bed, with that I changed, turned my light off, and fell asleep, but not before expressing some excitement to see Hannah again tomorrow.

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