Alec volturi love story: My true love

16.) I miss him

Scarlett's pov

I can't believe I did what I did. I wonder if Alec found my note yet? Are they after me? So many questions are filling in my head and I don't know the answer to any of them. Demetri's a tracker. He'll be able to find me. But, so far, I've covered up my tracks well. By leaving a sweater of mine in the middle of a forest because it has my scent on it. In all honesty, I'm going to Forks. I was planning on going back to Michigan, but my parents could have seen me and I don't want to have to leave them again. They probably think I'm dead by now. Good, that's exactly what I want.

My hand was resting on my neck, covering the volturi necklace. I quickly ripped it away from my neck. I was just about to crush it beneath my hand before I remembered that this is the only thing I remember about Alec. God, I miss him so much. It makes me wonder if I even made the right choice. 

Right when we landed I remembered something. THE CULLENS LIVE HERE! Oh, how could I forget?! I have no interest seeing those filthy vermin again! But what choice do I have? The best I can do is stay out of their way. I rented an apartment, remembering Aro saying he'd slaughter whoever I was living with. It's gonna be pretty lonesome over here. But I enrolled in school, I didn't want to be stuffed up in my house all day long. I bought a few things at the store because I left most of my clothes in different places to trick Demetri. Aro would definetely have him find me.

All day long, I just kept on thinking about Alec. Was he missing me as much as I missed him? I felt as if my heart actually ached for him even though it doesn't beat. "please forgive me", I whispered. 

But I knew in my heart, he'd never forgive me.