Please Save Me Tonight!

There isn't any other choice is there?

Chapter 13- There isn't another choice is there?

Recap: Thousands of replies come into my mind saying no. As if I had asked a crowd of people for their opinion. Then right in the middle, a little, low, soft, voice says yes. That voice grows louder and louder and louder that I am out of my jeep and making my way to the police station.

Time to see my Ex. Ben.

I start to feel my heart beating faster and faster by the minute. I look both ways before crossing the street and start to the Sheriff Department. My head starts to explode with many reasons why this is a bad thing. But I push it aside and open the door to the building.

The first thing I notice is the loud noise of typing then the calls coming in. This whole situation makes me anxious and in a way makes me feel something I should feel -the feeling that I don't belong here in this weird, smelly (sweat mixed with dirt and febreeze) place. I take a few more steps forward only to see police officers rushing in and out of a room with people hand cuffed. I start to panic my heart beating faster by the minute I decide to walk backwards to where I was before.

I take one more look at my surroundings; Walls white as snow-wow this is a boring building and I thought school was boring- desks scattered around the little building, papers flying off the printers and onto the floor. And lastly loud chatter from the officers talking to the criminals. The whole thing made me nervous and all I want to do is get out of here.

I turned around ready to leave when I bumped into someone very buff.

"oomph" he and I said in unison when I bumped straight into him.

I being the shy girl I bowed my head and apologize without making eye contact. But I did notice that who ever I bumped into was greatly fit and had a deep muscly voice that I recognized. . . .?

"Nah, its okay I wasn't watching where I was going" he said quietly rubbing the back of his neck. Jacob- Evans big brother and the cop that stopped by Saturday to 'ask questions' about my relationship.

"oh, okay well I got to go" I said bluntly and walked as fast as I could, but he grabbed my wrist before I could even reach the door.

"Wait. . ." Jacob said thinking. I turn around and look into his dark green eyes. He has his blondish hair flat and beautiful dark green eyes searching into mine. His cheeks and face were red from something. . . maybe from being outside so much. I look away from his stare and behind him seeing two cops laughing together. I thought police officers are always busy?

"Did you come here to see Ben?" he asked letting go of my wrist. I look back up to see his lips slowly twitching up into a small smile. Me finding it funny I chuckle at such action causing him to furrow his eyebrows in confusion.

"Erm. . yeah. . but I don't think its a good idea is it?" I cross my arms in front of my chest and smile just a little and he sadly smiles back-normally not creepy like before.

"I think it is, its good for closer. But I don't trust you to be with him alone" he smiled widely-this guy is very positive, I notice that he likes to smile a lot even for a little bit I like him for that. His smile seems to warm me up and dismisses the trouble that has been going on lately-Evan and Sky popped into my mind but I shook off the anger that was now boiling in me. I smile reassuring him that I'll be fine.

"It's fine, I think I can handle him. . .you know I have been with him for about two years and I turned out just fine" I joked. Knowing that in reality I didn't turn out fine because of my abusive relationship but I couldn't tell him that nor any one else.

"Sure you can" he winked. I smiled and pushed him llightly on his shoulder. His smile seems to give me butterflies. I dismiss the feeling because I know it's just my mind playing games with me.