5 Quad Fanfic

A visit

When I woke up at the hospital I realized where I was very quickly and a nurse walked in and said

"Good your awake we have alot of visitors waiting for you and I have a few questions"

"Okay and what are the questions" I said

"What were you cut with"

"A knife I said"

"Okay, thank you, and did you eat anything"

I thought back I didnt eat yesturday or the day before I dont think because I was super busy catching up

"Um not yesturday" I lied

"Okay thank you and the cuts on your stomach thankfully didnt need any stitches they will just scab up pretty bad but you will be able to dance and you will he realeased today"The nurse said

"Okay thank you" I said

"Ill send everyone in"

Everyone walked in holding something. Nick was holding a bear, Timmy was holding a lokai, Edwin a blanket, Rudan a new old camera he had, Dylan skittles, and finally Zach holding a big red teddy bear, box of chocolates, roses, and a pop socket.

I had alot of trouble looking at them when Nick said

"How ya feeling"

"Physically or mentaly" I said

Everyone sits down as I sit up in bed

"Please tell us everything we are here" Zach said

"Okay.... well first off when I was in my early teens I was bullied ALOT and I mean ALOT, I suffered very bad depression and anxiety and..... I used to cut, alot, but I was about 2 or 3 years clean up till yesturday. I was bullied because of my family me being only with my mom, no dad, no siblings, then somone took it waayyyy to far and I got in a HUGE fight and I mean like I got jumped after I got uo from beating her. I was sent home early and my mom asked me because I came home with very bloody knuckles that I had to get stitches, a black eye, and alot of bruises. I told her everything and I was crying alot and she started crying with me. I was home-schooled after that, and I hsd to take medicine for depression along with my medicine for ADD and ADHD and I was also bullied over that. And once I found YouNow I got out of my slump and I grew very happy then made a youtube channel and got bigger and bigger on Music.ly and Instagram and my mom had always been there for me, shes been my day 1 supporter. When...... when...... when she died...... because of a fucking dumbass person that decided to get behind the wheel, I thought I lost everything. I didnt think about you guys or myself, I couldn't stay strong, I had alot of trouble doing that. My mom has always told me to stay strong no matter what and I promised her, I just couldnt do it. I broke my promise, so I did all of those things. Then.... I couldnt think I felt so bad.... I almosgt lost my life, and my job, Im so fucking stupid."

"Dont think that way I wish you told us before all of that happened we would have bee able to help you. And dont feel bad about the supporters you need to focus on you because you are our number 1, you dance and enertain them and get them hyped, we would never loose you, we are brothers and sisters, and boyfriend and girlfriend never ever forget that" Zach said

"Ya and if you ever need anything im the bunk below just throw something in there for a talk" Rudan said

"Yeah and if you ever need a couple chins im the guy" Timmy said

"Dont say that tj" I said

"And im always the bunk over or a booty over if you need a cuddle" as Zach came over for a hug

"Thanks guys and I promise I will stay clean for the rest of my life"I said

"Good baby" Zach said not letting go

"Come on lets go the nurse said you can leave any time" Edwin said

"Okay lets go" I said