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when we got to Margaritaville, me and Michael decided we just wanted to sit and watch the waves.
"Alana."
"yeah?"
"i love you."
"the only thing that used to make me happy was 5sos. i tried crying to your songs, but i cant. you were my everything, you made me so happy when i thought happiness didn't exist. i would be so depressed and not know why and the only thing stopping me from crying was your music, its so heartfelt. i cannot express how much better you made me feel amd how grateful i am for you. I've been loving you."
"alana-"
"stop. i just want to sit here, I'm with you, I finally got you. thats all I've ever wanted."
he held me as the wind whipped around us, the waves tumbling into the other waves, like clumsy people. this is all i have ever wanted, to be happy. to wake up and know everything is okay. i wanted to fall in love fast and hard and not regret anything. i wantd to go and do things and love at the same time. i just wanted happiness.
michael has given me that.

the rest of the day, we sat there holding each other. I didn't care that i was hungry or tired. I don't think he minded either. this is what I've wanted, him.

okay sorry for a super short chapter but i was like cant add this little part to the last one soooo
thank you. i listened to the cover of drown by 5sos and cried. it's honestly such a beautiful song. please go listen to it if you haven't
i love you guys

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