A/N THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 100 READS ILY GUYS SO MUCH
Alana's POV
I was backstage at their concert, I wanted to watch, but they said no since my ribs were still healing. I could watch them on a TV though, which i was perfectly fine with. i couldnt take my eyes off of michael, the way he moved. the faces he made when he was playing guitar. kay kept laughing at ashton because of the monkey faces he made while drumming. all those girls just want their favorite to look at them. my heart sank, knowing that some girls would never get to meet them, they were such amazing people. when they came back stage before the encore, michael ran up to me and kissed me like crazy. "michael!" i said shocked. "what angel?" he said out of breath. "why are you so-" and then he kissed me again. "i really really like you." he whispered, before he pulled away to get some water. i just stood there, in shock. "bye angel!" he said before kissing me again.
after the concert, he was all hot and sweaty, yet he kept kissing me and hugging me. "michael, what has gotten into you?" i said giggling. "do you want to go somewhere tonight?" he asked. "where?" i asked, tracing my thumb on his bottom lip. "its a casino, but its not really, i mean it is, but like-" i kissed him, after i pulled away i nodded and said "let's go." I wasn't ready to go home, or to stop being around michael 24/7. i was honestly so happy with everything, i had never been this happy. it has never really hit me that i know michael, or any of the boys. like it doesn't feel real. I'm waiting for it to finally hit me one day. when it does, it'll probably be bad and embarrassing.
when we got to the tour bus, michael took a shower and started screaming my name. i ran to the bathroom, hoping he hadn't fell and hurt himself. "michael!?!" i said bursting through the door. he just smiled at me, he had on gym shorts and was drying his hair with his towel. "don't do that!" i said, hitting him. he giggled and grabbed my waist, pushing me against the door, which made it close with a bang. he started kissing me and i was in shock, he started kissing my neck and everything around me seemed to go in slow motion. "michael." he stopped. his eyes changed and i just looked at him, his hair, his lips, his eyes, which were the same color as mine, his nose, everything. no one else would appreciate his eyes, or how he stays up sniffling because of his allergies, or how he laughs at everything luke says, or when he sings he's still self conscious about his voice. i wanted it all. i wanted him so bad. "i think-" he stopped me again. "don't say it, not here." i nodded and he kissed me again. then i broke down, it all started catching up to me. i had to tell him. i started crying and he stopped kissing me, "what did i do?" he asked with a worried look. "nothing." i said sniffing. "what's wrong?" his voice just made me cry more. "they hate me michael." i said. "who?"
"the fans."
"they're not real fans then."
"all of them are calling me ugly and that I'm not good enough for you."
"please stop crying. who cares what they think?"
"i do! i used to be one of them michael!"
"i know baby. but listen. I don't give a crap what they think about you. I'm not dating you for them okay? I'm dating you because i want you, there's no one else i want. except ariana grande."
"see?"
"im kidding!" he said hugging me and giggling, sending shivers through my body. "i know." i said laughing, trying not to cry. "let's go to your house and you can pack okay?" i nodded and we spent the rest of the night holding each other,
that tour bus couch was our little piece of heaven, crying about things and listening to music, every now and then, a kiss would be given too. that's all we did until we got to our house.
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i went through my closet, trying to figure out what to pack. it was currently 11:00 pm and it would take us 3 hours to get to Margaritaville, it's kinda a casino, but really it was just a glorified arcade and bar. there was a port for boats underneath and on top was rooms, a huge arcade, a giant rock climbing wall, some kind of swing thing for kids, a small water park like area and resturants. it was orginally a casino. it seemed really cool, so i was excited. i packed pajamas, 3 nice outfits, and some casual outfits. we were staying for 4 nights. hi or hey was paying for the trip, saying they needed to get away and relax. i packed the rest of my makeup and toiletries and stuff like that.
i put my stuff on the bus and went back into the house to get luke. i heard mumbling from the bathroom, "luke?" i asked. he opened the door, he was really pale and looked sweaty. "you okay?" i asked. "stomach bug." he said groaning. "do you still want to go? we don't have to. you can crash here." i said. he shook his head and started walking out of the house. "alana?" he said before walking out of the door. "what?" i asked. "i wanted you first." then, he just walked out.
on the way there i kept thinking about what luke said, michael was noticing i was thinking alot.
"what's up?"
"nothing why?"
"you've seemed distant since you got back on the bus."
"sorry, I'm just tired." i said, kissing him.
he smiled and put his arm behind me. "calum!" michael yelled. "what?" calum yelled back. "i love you!" michael screamed, right in my ear. "leave me alone!" calum yelled. "he loves me." michael said to me. i laughed, "oh, yeah i can tell." i got on my phone and almost had a heart attack. "HEY VIOLET IS GONNA OPEN FOR YOU!?!" i screamed, michael jumped and laughed. "yeah why?" i was freaking out. "i love them!" i said, wanting to scream. "really?" he giggled. "yes! i have to meet them!" i said excitedly. "okay. okay!" he said. i could not wait to meet them.
i spent the rest of the night sleeping and waking up to go check on luke. it was about 2 when i went to go check on him. i pulled back his bed cover, he was awake, just laying there, "you feel okay?" I asked. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said what I did." he blurted out. "it's okay."
"no it's not. michael loves y-" he stopped, realizing what he said.
"really? he said that?" my world was spinning.
"yeah." luke said.
"umm, goodnight luke."
I bolted to the bathroom. when I opened the door, kay was sitting on the sink and ashton was kissing her. "ahh!" i screamed, covering my eyes. "dear god! you scared me!" ashton screamed. kay started laughing and hopped down, "sorry." i rolled my eyes and let them by me. i closed the door and sat on the sink. I wanted to be by myself for a bit, but that didn't last, someone knocked on the door. "come in." it was calum, he had obviously been asleep. "i have to poop." he grumbled. i giggled, "okay I'm leaving." i went back to the pull out couch me and michael had been sleeping on. i layed down, michaels arms wrapped around me. "sleep, angel, you'll need it." i closed my eyes and fell asleep.
