Unfixable // Neymar Jr

22 - 23

(Song : Please Don't Go - Joel Adams)

My heart skipped a beat when the realization of the fact that some of my idols were in the same room as me, hit me. Lionel started rambling in Spanish, sounding pretty nervous. Dani and Rafinha were talking to Rafaella in Portuguese, y'all I need a translator. I speak fluent Spanish, since I live in Spain but not Portuguese. A hand shook in front of my face bringing me back to earth, I looked at DYLAN and he nodded his head towards somewhere, I looked and my eyes went wide. Rafinha Alcantra was standing in front of me with a little painful smile,
"Oi.." He started but I shook my head.
"Voce fala Ingles?" I asked the only sentence I knew in Portuguese and he nodded.
"Hey," He said again.
"Hey" I replied and he sat down next to me.
"You must be Hazel." He said and I looked at him with an opened mouth and wide eyes, what the hell?
He chuckled a little and said "Neymar has described you to us, and because of how much details he gave, I figured out it's you."
"I-..He did?" I suddenly felt a huge wave of pain wash over me, he described me to them? And now he's dying in there and I'm sitting here watching. I suddenly stood up and rushed to the nearest wash rooms and locked the door before sliding down the wall as tears made their way out of my eyes. Why? Why does it hurt for me to realize that he's in pain? He's hurting? What has he done to me? It's like he's made his way into my life in way causing him to be a part of my day all the damn time. I hate this. I fucking hate it and him.
Oh no you don't, my inner voice said making more tears escape. The day when he found out that I cut, the way he held me in his arms and how safe I felt, rushed back into my mind. Why did I feel that safe?
"Hazzy?" I heard Dylan's voice. I breathed in and out, washing my face and recovering.
"I'll be out in a second" Thank God my voice didn't fail me.
I walked to the door and opened it to face a worried Dylan.
"Are you OK?" He said and I nodded.
"Where is Rafinha?" I asked.
"He's waiting for you." Dylan surprised me by saying.
We walked to where we were sitting earlier, where Rafinha is still sitting.
"What's wrong Hazel?" He asked.
"It's nothing." I smiled a little and sat.
"And, yeah it is me, I'm Hazel." I said as he looked with something in his eyes that I couldn't understand. "How did you both end up in that cave?" He asked, chuckling and I smiled looking down.
"I don't know, I have been going there for years and he suddenly showed up, one day." Rafinha nodded with an underlying smile. "So...you said Neymar has talked about her?" Dylan said, the teasing smirk  clear in his voice. "Uh yeah, a lot." Raf said and I pinched Dylan's arm.
Seconds later the doctor came out and everybody rushed to him.
"He woke up." He said and I heard so many RELIVED sighs being let out.
"Who's Hazel?" The doctor asked.
"M-me?" I stuttered.
"Come with me please," the doctor requested and I nodded walking to him.
He guided me, walking towards two big doors.
"Your name was Neymar Jr's first word, I think he needs to see you." He said making me freeze in my tracks.
My name? Me?! What the actual hell?!
"Something wrong Miss Edwards?" He asked, I shook my head slowly and stated to walk again trying to wrap my head around it. Why would he?
When we reached the room, the doctor opened the door for me and I stepped in as he left.
I felt like I didn't dare to turn my head and look at him. But I did eventually, and fuck. It was painful. So painful to see him like that. His chest was covered with purple, yellow if not bandaged cuts. His head was bandaged, his arm and he was connected to so many machines. He was looking at me when I turned to him. Making me feel nervous. I didn't trust my voice at the moment so I didn't dare to say a word. But he did.
"H-Hazel," he said with a cracking voice.
"H-Hey," I said, stuttering. Damn it.
"Sit," He said, sounding a lot weaker than what he used to.
I did so, next to him and pulled my chair close to him.
"What happened Ney?" I asked and bit my lip. I called him Ney again.
He didn't miss out on that and a little smile curved on his lips. Making me smile.
"Ney huh?" He teased Andi held my self from hitting him.
"It slipped. Promise, never again." I said sternly with and underlying smile.
"Oh no no, keep on calling me Ney. I like it." He said, smiling.
"Why would I do something you like?" I teased making him smile.