Unfixable // Neymar Jr

26 - 27

I got up to the first day to where my life will be normal again. Work. No Neymar. Sleeping. Depression...Cutting. I entered my bathroom and looked at the mirror as the reason to why my eyes were so puffy and red hit me again. He hates me. I made him happy only to leave him again. When I noticed the tears in my eyes I shook my head forcefully. "No tears for Neymar. Not tears because of him. He's not in your life . It's over. He's nothing to you!" I yelled to the reflection in the mirror. I breathed and calmed then started getting ready.

When I got to my keys I saw a little paper with scribbled letters on it. "Hazzy, I'm gonna miss you to death. You promised me you'll be here when I come so please keep your promise. I love you,
Dylan."
I smiled brightly at it and folded it, placing it in my purse. I grabbed my keys and opened the door, the storm was over Barcelona was back to its sunny days. But still cold as hell. December cold. I got in my car, and started it, driving to the company. Today was going to be the last day of me being the boss. Dad will be back tonight.
When I arrived there I entered Gemma's office first. She was doing her work with Harry by her side, discussing our sells. Matt and Lilly were talking about something. My heart hurt for a second as I looked and didn't see Justin and Dylan. They both were away for work. "Morning Hazel," Matt said with a huge smile that I adored. "Morning," I smiled back.
"When will you ever be here on time?" Harry asked and we laughed.
"I'm guessing never," Gemma said and Lilly chuckled along
"Lillz I need you for a second," I said with a smile.
She nodded and walked towards me "See ya later losers." I said as Matt, Lilly and I walked out. Matt went to his office. And Lilly came with me. Lexi of course eyed us meanly and Lilly flipped her off. We entered my office and sat down. "Lilly, I know lately things between you and I haven't been great. I really don't know the reason for that but I don't like it." I said honestly and she looked down. Lilly and I were so close, sisters. But then everything fell, she got distant. "I want to be honest with you, you and I got so close. Way too close." I was confused.
"And to me it got to more than friends, more than bestfriends, more than sisters, it got to a point I had feelings for you, I though I was bisexual. For you." She said and I gasped, my mouth formed 'o' shape. She laughed.
"But it's over. I've had some time for myself. And everything is back to normal, and I miss you.. I wanted to talk to you too but I never had the courage to come out, and I'm straight." She laughed and I stood up grabbing her and hugging her tightly.

I missed her so much. She hugged me back just as tight. "Hazel, I'm sorry, I know from this guys that you have been going through hard time and I wasn't here for you, I'm SORRY Hazel," she said and tears trickled down her cheeks and I rubbed them "Lilly, I should apologize too. You were going through hard time yourself and I wasn't here for you too." I said erasing HER tears. I love her too much.
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I parked my Range in front of our mansion and walked to the door opening it. I was greeted by suitcases making happiness rush over me. I threw my purse and keys and ran to the living room finding my mum hugging Malia. "Mum!" I screamed and ran to her as she opened her arms for me and them wrapped them around me. "Oh God my little baby," She said and I heard the tears in her voice. "I missed you mum," I cried on her shoulder as she stroked my back. "Me too baby, me too." She said softly.
"Hazel, little girl," I heard Dad's voice say with love.
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"Mum will I ever heal?" I said as she played with my hair. She was sitting in the couch and I was laying down with my head on her lap, the fire was ignited in the fireplace. "Baby, everyone heals. If time doesn't heal you, then someone will. You just have to make some progress, you have to help yourself and the person who'll bring the end of it. The end of your pain" she said and he hand moved to my wrist rubbing over my cuts. Her words were like Dylan's, but Dylan was talking about Neymar. It couldn't be.
Neymar's POV.
Lucy's hand was in mine and I looked at her blue eyes. Why don't they make me feel like Hazel's do? I closed my eyes and rested it back on the hospital's pillow. She's been going through my mind all the damn time. She didn't reply to my text. "Son, you still haven't told us why you said that girl's name?" My mother asked referring to Hazel. "I don't want to talk about it"
I have to learn how to love Lucy. I have no escape from her so why not get along with her? I must.
I learned over and kissed her cheek surprising her and myself. I don't mean it. At all. I sighed and closed my eyes trying to leave this world.
Harry's POV
I entered Hazel's room and jumped on the bed "GET UP!!!" I yelled
"WHAT THE HELL?!"