( In the pic : Dylan.)
Dylan's POV.
I ran in the direction she ran in, "Neymar! What happened?!" I asked him.
"I don't know! She was happy and laughing until I asked her about her last relationship she started screaming and yelling " he said and my heart stopped
"Oh God no, Neymar stay here don't come with me,"
"I won't, I did nothing wrong" he said instead of beating the shit out of him, I ran. Thoughts about what she would do to herself ran through my mind making me feel so scared.
An hour or so passed when I heard sobbing, I stopped, listening and then started following the sound, it lead me to where my girl was, sitting holding a sharp object in her hand staring at her wrist, she put it to her wrist, sobbing. I walked closer to her stopping her hand,
"NO! I DON'T DESERVE TO BE ALIVE! I KILLED HIM! I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE KILLED NOT HIM!" I snatched it from her hand throwing it away and hugging her to my chest
"Hazel, he didn't die because of you, he loves you and if he was here he wouldn't want you to do this to yourself" I said.
We were still sitting in the same place, she was just crying softly and telling me about what they could've done, and how happy she would be if he was here.
Hazel's POV
FLASHBACK 4 YEARS AGO
"Amor, I'm going to the bathroom" I said getting up and walking towards the bathroom, before I could enter someone covered my mouth,
"What the fuck?!" I mumble/yelled through the hand.
"Listen do you see your little lover over there?" He said pointing at Zack
"And the man sitting behind him?" When he said that my eyes went wide
"Yes, if you don't do what I tell you to he'll die, just like your father" he said
"No! My dad isn't dead! And you can't kill Zack! Zack!" I screamed but he didn't hear me
"Shall I tell this man to shoot him?"
"No,no no no please I'll do whatever you want" I said giving up on pushing
"Good girl,"
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I walked to where Zack was waiting for me "Finally back gatinha" he said
"Yeah..listen this is the end of the game" I said looking at the man that was supposed to kill Zack
"What game?"
"I am done with you, after our past breakup, I got back to you just to know if you still love me, and now that I know you are stupid enough to do so, I am done with you also tell your Dad my Dad has the information he wants" I said smirking
"Stop with this sick joke and sit down" he smiled
" I have to go my boyfriend is here" I said turning and walking away,
(Present time)
I opened my eyes to the sound of my annoying phone,I looked around the room itwas familiar, Dylan's. Dylan was sleeping next to me , I grabbed my phone andit was an unknown number, I answered the call
"Hello?"
"Umm..hey, I am Neymar" he said
"HOW THE FUCK DID YOU GET MYNUMBER?!"
"Im good, how are you?" He said sarcastically
"Answer my question." I said
"I've got my ways, and I want toknow why the heck did you scream and yell at me last night" He asked
"It is none of your business"
"As far as I know I was the onebeing yelled at by you, I get to know the reason" he said
"No youdon't,"
"Babe breakfast is ready!" I heard a girl's voice
"Lucy?" I said rolling my eyes
"None of your business" hemocked my voice saying the same sentence
" Go eat breakfast, hope you getsome kind of infection" I said and hung up.
"Who's that?" Iheard Dylan ask
"Neymar"
"Hazel, what happened yesterday?"
"He asked me about Zack, and I blew up" I said the honest truth inwhich it was my mistake, not his.
"Dylan, because of me he died" I said
"No" he said and Ishook my head, for four years now this has always been Dylan's respond to mesaying this.
"Anyways," I stood up "I have to go now" Isaid and he nodded
"Yesterday you surprised me a lot" he said
"Why?" I wore my boots tying them,
"You laughed, and smiled withNeymar, you looked happy" he said
"Uh no, I don't know maybe becausehe mentioned you or something " I said grabbing my phone
"So I makeyou smile? And you're happy when I'm mentioned?" He smirked
"Shut up.Bye" I chuckled
"Bye Koala" he said as I left rolling my eyes.
Igot in my car and drove home. In my mind, what happened yesterday was all thatI could think about, Neymar did nothing wrong, but whenever I'm asked aboutZack I feel guilty because I killed him and this is what happens, I just missZack. When I arrived, I opened the door and Lucy was standing there dressed up,I walked past her but she grabbed my arm turning me to her
"Why the fuckwere you near Neymar?" She hissed
"None of your business" Irolled my eyes
"He is mine."
"He is yours, I don't dream to takehim away, because I don't give a flying fuck about you or him" I saidwalking upstairs to my room, I took off all my clothes, filling the tube withwater. I grabbed a razor and sat in the tube. "Zack, I want to leave thisplace, I want to go to where you are, I want to tell you that I was forced tosay that hurtful shit to you or you would die, but either way you leftme" I said moving the razor on my wrist as my tears mixed with the blood,I want to go to him but I don't have the courage to do so. I never cut toodeep, I just hurt my self so my physical pain would take away my emotionalpain. It does, for a while, but then it heals, and I fall back into the blackhole again. I want to die.
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Unfixable // Neymar Jr
DiversosShe was depressed. She was hopeless. She was dying. Everyday a little piece of her turns into mush. She had lost hope in ever smiling a genuine , honest smile ever again. Her walls were built up high and strong. And she knew, heck ,she believed no o...
