Unfixable // Neymar Jr

9 - 10

                                                                                                                                                                                       Hazel's POV

I was waiting for Dylan, sick worried. It was so dangerous to drive outside since the storm just started, yet he still insisted on coming because I sounded uneasy on the phone. Lucy was of course at her boyfriend's house. I was chewimg on my lip nervously excpecting a phone call from the hospital to tell me that Dylan passed away. The bell rang and I got up walking towards it opening it, Dylan stood there with 2 boxes of pizza and three bags with him. "Super Dylan is here for you Hazzy" he said, in a superhero manner making me giggle as he came in and went to the kitchen putting the stuff on the island.
When his arms were free I threw myself into them, I was in a huge need of his hugs right now, they were the best, he tightened his arms around me. A few seconds later I pulled away with teary eyes and loked at him "What's wrong Hazzy?" he asked softly looking into my teary eyes, I nodded and headed towards the couch and sat as he sat next to me. "Today, a few hours ago, Neymar was here.." I said slowly and looked down as I heard Dylan say 

"?!What"

Listen, he didn't come to see me exactly, he came to Lucy" I said, lying a white ".

What did you tell him?" He asked"

That there were people at my house fixing some things in it so I was staying here" I replied".

"Okay...why aren't you feeling well"

"He was about to...kiss me" I said hesitatingly as my mind wandered back to the moment everything in me was on fire and a zoo came to life in my tummy

What?!" Dylan exclaimed shocked "

That isn't the problem ...it is that I didn't stop him." I said"

Wait wait so you two...kissed?" He asked confused"

No, he pulled away, because I didn't really give him the green line to proceed." I said"

Damn he's pretty stupid. Who the heck misses a chance to kiss lips like yours" Dylan shook his head"

DYLAN! Shut up!" I protested as he laughed"

So you didn't kiss him but you didn't stop him?" he asked as I nodded my head"

"What's there to feel bad about"

I feel like I betrayed Zack" I said silently as Dylan's face hardened"

Hazel stop. Stop feeling this way." He said sternly"

What the heck do you mean?" I said getting angry"

You can't live without loving someone just because that dick is dead!" He yelled and my eyes went wide. I know Dylan never liked Zack but he cant just say that when he knows how do I feel about the whole thing and how hurt I am.

What the fuck did you just say?!" I exclaimed".

You heard" he scoffed".

I did. And If I ever do again I swear you won't like what you'll see" I threatened"

Hazel? These words were directed to me? Your best friend? Your soul mate who stood by your side through everything just because he knows the truth about that jerk that you've been crying over and miserable for 4 years and he doesn't care?!" He yelled making me feel bad, what he said was true.

"?The heck do you mean he doesn't care"

Never mind. I meant nothing" he rolled his eyes and went to the DVD drawer to look for a movi".

I shrugged it off and went to the kitchen to bring whatever he had brought with him. Ice Cream, my favorite flavor which was of course oreo, Pizza, Beer, three bags of chips. My heart melted thinking about how much he cares, this all is just because I sounded unhappy on the phone. I left everything and walked back to where he was sitting with his head in his hand making my heart break. Why the hell am I this bad to people who care

Dylan?" I said so quiet I don't think he heard me. But he shook his head as if asking what do I want".

I...I am sorry" My voice cracked as I felt tears build up in my eyes. Yes, this is how weak I am in front of people who know how miserable my life is, like him.

Come here" he said opening his arms for me, and It didn't take me more than two seconds to throw myself into them. Oh how much I love him and his hugs

My tears rolled down my cheeks as he stroked my back "Shh Hazzy" he cooed in my ear

I miss him Dylan. I want him back." I cried referring to Zack"

I know Haze , I know" he said soothingly in my ear calming me down".

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When the movie came to an end, I looked up at Dylan who had me wrapped in his arms, sleeping. I smiled a little at him, this boy is a miracle to me. I would've been long gone if not for him. He is always there for me to lean on, he cheers me up and he is the only person who can make me laugh happily ever again

I snuggled into him trying to sleep but of course my mind started its games. My mind wandered back to what Dylan said about Zack not giving a shit about how miserable I am. I just don't understand what's wrong with Dylan and Gemma....Wait. Then it struck my mind, Gemma also said the same thing to me. This..this isn't normal

My mind ran back to the memories, Zack and I shared

FLASHBACK...

I put the spoon full of ice cream in my mouth and closed my eyes "Mmm.." I moaned. We were sitting on the roof and it was the middle of the night. I looked over at Zack who wasn't paying attention to anything except his ice cream bowl. I giggled and buried my finger in my ice cream and got it closer to his face, sliding it across it as he gasped and I laughed. "Oh God Hazel" He groaned and did the same to me but he slid his hand over my head. I gasped loudly as he laughed at me. I grabbed my bowl and hardly, with a breaking heart, threw it over his head. His eyes went wide as mine filled with tears of laughing.

He stood up and threw what's in his bowl at me but missed as I started running away, but because I am "so lucky" I tripped and fell as I heard him laugh evilly. Seconds and he was on top of me staring into my eyes "You look so attractive right now" I laughed and he groaned leaning in and biting my tongue "Ouch!" I squealed "Oh I'm sorry" he smirked and left a kiss on it making me gasp as my  body heated up, Oh God how fast my body reacts to him.

Moral of the story that ended in a pretty heated night

END OF FLASHBACK...

My tears fell as I remembered. God, I wannaleave this miserable place and go to Zack. I untangeled myself from Dylan'sarms and went upstairs to my room's bathroom. I turned the water on and sat under it as tears fell mixing with cold water. I grabbed therazor that was on the shelf and pressed it against my wrist and dragged itacross. Not too deep though. This is my problem. It is never too deep. Neverdeep enough to take me to Zack