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vivalabarnes: steve

vivalabarnes: steeeeeevvveeeee

thatkidfrombrooklyn: hi!

vivalabarnes: steve i think something is wrong with me

thatkidfrombrooklyn: wow okay slow down don't say any personal information you don't know who i am yet right???

vivalabarnes: you're steve that's all i know

vivalabarnes: unless you have more things to let me know

thatkidfrombrooklyn: what if i'm a murderer???? or a rapist??? a child predator???

vivalabarnes: are you?

vivalabarnes: lol im not a child

thatkidfrombrooklyn: so you trust me?

vivalabarnes: yeah

vivalabarnes: you're basically the only person i talk to these days

thatkidfrombrooklyn: really?

thatkidfrombrooklyn: wow i feel really honored

thatkidfrombrooklyn: do you not have any other friends??

vivalabarnes: i do but they don't talk to me that much

thatkidfrombrooklyn: ok moving on

thatkidfrombrooklyn: what's wrong with you? 

vivalabarnes: will you freak out if i tell you?

thatkidfrombrooklyn: depends on what matter

thatkidfrombrooklyn: did you kill someone? are you hiding them on your closet? where did you hide the body?

vivalabarnes: STEVE

thatkidfrombrooklyn: i'm kidding of course

thatkidfrombrooklyn: sooooo...what's your problem?

vivalabarnes: ohkay. here goes

vivalabarnes: i think i may have an attraction to the same sex....

vivalabarnes: steve i'm gay.

vivalabarnes: steve?

vivalabarnes: steve are you there???

vivalabarnes: please don't leave me like they did.....

vivalabarnes: i'm sorry.

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TEARS started dripping from Bucky's cheeks to his laptop. It was hard to tell people about what he identify as. When he first came out to his friends, most of them distanced theirselves from him, and they also lost contact. His parents weren't different either. They kicked him out and never talked to him again. There are a only few people who accepted him, they let him stay in their house for a while.

"Please don't..." he muttered, wiping his tears with his shirt. God, he hated doing this. He always gets the same reaction. 

"I'm disgusting..." he muttered again, a sick feeling in his chest. Steve was really the only person he could rely on, everytime they chat on the site he felt closer and closer to him. 

"Nevermind...." he felt like screaming, he wanted to kick everything in the way, he wanted to hurt himself.

He wanted to feel happy.

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a/n: ouch
this hurts but okay
enjoy young gays

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