thanks to a friend (Christian Akridge fanfic)

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Baileys POV:

"Damian, I-I want to be with you.... But I can't"
I said looking down to my lap.

"Why not?" He said with a look of a mixture of confusion and frustration.

"I can't ruin our friendship over something like this, I don't think I will make you as happy as you deserve to be Damian" I said looking into his eyes, he looked hurt.

I felt so guilty but I can't be with Damian, even if I wanted to.

"Is it because of that guy?" He said

"No-well.. Not really" I stuttered

"im sorry I shouldn't have tried anything after you told me about him"

"Damian, you're fine" I said grabbing his hand,

"can we just go back to being best friends!!!!?" I say with excitement.

A small smile crept on his face, I love his smile.

"best friends..... with benifits????" He says smirking

"shut the fuck up" I said punching his stomach,
he laughed messing up my hair and then we drove back to my house.

-

"Do you want me to stay over so you're not alone?" He asks as we pull up to my house,

"No, I'll be fine and I'm gonna go to the mall with Lacey tomorrow"

"Okay have a good night, call me if you need
anything" he says driving away.

I plopped onto my bed and just laid there, in silence for a couple minutes before I put on my "blissful sleep" playlist.

I slowly started drifting to sleep and then riptide started to play, I had flashbacks of Christians beautiful voice.

I remembered that I probably fucked up with christian today and I really want things to be okay again.

I grab my phone and sent him a text.

convo:
B: "Hey can we talk please"
He was typing for what seemed like an hour
C: sure
B: there's nothing going on with Damian
C: did you guys do anything?
C: I mean I can't be mad because we arent together or anything
B: yeah.. I don't like him like that at all, it was just in the moment. I want you christian.
C: I want you too
C: it's weird we've only talked a few times but I'm so drawn to you, everything you do intrigues me I want to learn more about you.
B: FaceTime ?
C: Sure bean!!

My phone rang and I quickly fixed myself to look semi cute for christian but I failed.

"BEAN" he screamed making me laugh

"you're sooo cute" he said

"this is the worst angle and you caught me half asleep, but you're not too bad yourself" I said smiling.

"shut up you look so good"

"you're too nice" I say with a laugh

He went on pause which made me mad,
"GET OFF PAUSE YOU FUCK"

"Sorry was texting my side chick"

A notification from Twitter popped up, christian tweeted.

" @ChristianLeave: love talking to my beautiful lil love bug, i wish i could be with you right now 🐞❤️ "