"why do you always go to the park when you feel like crying?"
"safe haven." the boy replied rather briefly, ending the conversation right there.
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in which a depressed and quiet boy meets a fun and outgoing girl who helps him be...
"Oh my god" I said as I reached over to turn on the lamp beside me, despair coming through in my voice. "Ryan what are you doing?" I asked him feeling angry, confused and guilty.
"Shhh" he said as he pinned my shoulder back down onto the bed. "He doesn't have to know." he finished and dipped down to kiss my neck, this time sucking and biting, and I knew there would be a mark.
"Ryan stop." I whispered as I began feeling flustered, his hand groping my ass roughly. I let out a whimper, trying to keep quiet so Hayes wouldn't hear.
His kisses eventually trailed up back to my lips, where he kissed me aggressively, immediately shoving his tongue in my mouth. I instantly began trying to push him away, resulting in his grip that was now of the curve of my waist, stronger and tighter, making it somewhat painful. I let a desperate moan escape my lips that were being smushed against his, until I felt his lips trail down my neck to my chest, making me feel uncomfortable, but I didn't react, not wanting to make him angry and hurt me more than he already was, but that soon changed when his hand slowly lifted up my shirt and off my head. I felt the panic and the adrenaline begin to kick in.
I was softly pulled up into his lap where I straddled him, feeling him immediately grope my breasts roughly and began leaving hickeys all over my chest and my breasts, and thats when the tears started to fall. I was crying tears of desperation, afraid of where he was intending on taking this, and I was afraid that if I called Hayes, he might do something to hurt me.
"Make a sound..." Ryan begins between the kisses he is leaving all over me, his hands now travelling all over my body. "and I'll beat you senseless. Then I will tie you to a chair and make you watch me beat Hayes until he can't stand up. Got it?" He finished. I let out a small cry and didn't answer his question. Then suddenly, I felt his hands grope my ass hard . "Got it?" He asked again, this time more stern. "Yes." I replied, but it was muffled a sob.
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I whimpered under his grip, trying to squirm my way out, but he was too strong and I couldn't manage to move. I felt him pull away, so he could take off his shirt, making me feel uncomfortable and uneasy to where he was taking this.
"Please stop." I said quietly, not trying to anger him. With no response, he quickly took of the spandex shorts I was wearing, leaving me in a black lace thong.
"For every word that comes out of your mouth. I will remove a piece of clothing. So if you don't want to end up naked, shut the fuck up." He whispered in my ear. His hands groped my bare ass, causing him to groan in pleasure.
"Ugh fuck turn around baby." He told me as he grabbed my hips and turned me around smoothly. "Damn." He said and began groping me harshly. I sat there, on his lap, feeling violated and uncomfortable and most of all, vulnerable. As much as I wanted his to be Hayes, it wasn't and all I could do was think about getting this over with. I was now crying a river letting my tears fall on the floor or on his lap.
He grabbed me and turned me around one more time smashing his lips against mine, while he laid me down so he was hovering over me.
"Not a word baby girl, or your life..." He said and leaned closer to whisper in my ear, "Down the drain." He finished and finally got off me. He grabbed his shirt that was on the floor and put it on quickly walking away to leave the room. Before closing the door, he sent me a wink, and then he was gone.
I began sobbing, feeling helpless that I couldn't tell anyone. I was scared that one day he would take away my innocence that I was saving for the right person. (@hayes ;)
After I calmed down, I pulled Hayes' hoodie over my head and pulled my black spandex on as well. I made sure I didn't look like I was crying, and I made my way downstairs to where I hoped Hayes was. I walked into the kitchen where I heard sounds being made from someone I assumed was eating?...
"Hayes?" I asked trying to figure out where he was, but because of the darkness, I couldn't see anything. I turned the flashlight on my phone on to see Hayes sitting on the counter like a little boy eating goldfish crackers. I laughed loudly for a few seconds before walking up to him and eating some myself.
"So that's what took you so long." I said with a handful of crackers in my mouth. He chuckled and leaned down to kiss me. Our lips met, putting my nerves in a frenzy from the way this boy made me feel, but that was soon interrupted when the guilt and the nervousness began flooding my body. I pulled away quickly leaving my forehead resting on his.
"Whats wrong?" he asked me as he caressed my cheek gently.
"Um, just..." I replied with hesitation. "I'm just tired I guess." I lied.
"Okay, then lets go get some sleep." he told me and got off the counter. He took my hand and led me upstairs where we laid down on his bed.
We got under his grey duvet, and I quickly felt Hayes snuggle closer to me, resting his arm over my waist so his chest was against my back.
"Good night baby girl." He said and pressed a small kiss on my neck.
"Good night Hayes." I replied.
WELL SHIT.
Lol this is bout to get good
Bare w me babes ik I suck at updating but I still luv y'all
