To Love Again

Beach - 18

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Just got back from Charlie Puths concert
Can't stop smiling !!!

Anyways back to the story :

After we're done eating we made our way towards our rides.

"Alright see you guys at the beach house " I call out towards them

"See yeh " Ryder replies

"Bye but please don't do any more of your dangerous tricks please " Alex mumbles the last part concern covering her face .

"No promises " I reply before giving them all a wave before continuing my way towards my bike .

Once we reach our rides they all get into their cars while I take out my helmet and put it on before hopping onto my bike .

I kick up my bike stand before starting the ignition and driving out off the dinners parking lot and onto the main road following the two other cars that my friends are in .

I decide to tease them a little by picking up my speed so I'm next to the first car in front of me which to my luck is Alec's . I then go to my right until I'm exactly next to his car not close enough to scratch it but one wrong move and bye bye scratch less car . I notice he started beeping his horn so I give him and Alex a quick salute before speeding forward and do the same to Blake's car .

I notice they don't seem to appreciate my teasing so I quickly pick up my speed wiz passed them and begin to drive rather dangerously by sliding between cars to get to my destination faster.

I arrive towards my destination which might I say is absolutely beautiful within fifteen minutes when it was supposed to be fourth minutes perks of riding a motorcycle I guess.

I take a second to appreciate the beauty in front of me which is truly and utterly amazing . It is a two story white house with many windows and balconies. Also their is a wood patio filled with beach chairs and a barbecue set also a nice fire place in the middle with log shaped chairs around it . With a clear view of the ocean there doesn't seem to be any other houses near it seems to be an excluded area which makes it all the better because we practically have the whole beach to ourselves .The beach house is located directly in front of the beach and must I say Alec's parents must be loaded .

I park my bike in one of the many parking spaces I front of the magnificent house I now I'm complimenting it a lot but it's just breath taking and dare I say this building is prettier than me and that's saying something. Coincided I now but hey if I don't love me who will .

Anyways after giving enough admiration towards the house I finally drag my eyes away from the sight , and remove my helmet placing it in the pocket of my bike . Before hopping off my bike and unzipping my leather jacket so I'm in nothing but jeans and a crop top and my combat boots. I drag my fingers though my straight hair before making my way towards the houses front porch .

Once I get their I sit down on one of the porch steps placing my jacket next to me . I guess I'll just have to wait for those slow pokes to get through all that traffic and arrive .

As I'm waiting I just can't help but think would I have made the friends I have now if Elena was still around ? Or would I still be the nerdy girl no one approaches .

Now that I think about it her leaving has its ups and downs like for example it made me stronger tougher and no longer a push over but on the other hand it made me cold butter and I just feel empty all the time .

I also miss my father god I miss him I used to be a daddy's girl we used to be so close I was never really close with my mother but we had a normal mother daughter relation ship well as normal as it can get .she was always closer to Elena while dad was closer to me . I just can't imagine my mum dating or marrying anyone other than my dad which I personally hope she never does .