Mmmm my pillows so soft and warm I snuggled closer into my pillow savouring the feeling.
"Mmm I love you SOO much pillow ur so soft " I mumbled sleepily with my eyes still closed placing a huge kiss on it as if it was a real person "mwah" the pillow seemed to tense up .
Hmmm weird but I didn't think much I was too sleepy so I just cuddled closer to my pillow.
When I felt my pillow vibrate I froze.
I slowly lifted my head up and carefully opened my eyes to come face to face with a very humane chest .
Wait pillows don't have chests ...there supposed to be fluffy. I stupidly still in my sleepy haze I poked it and it wasn't fluffy at all it was hard like rock .
Wait if this isn't a pillow ...suddenly all the memories of last night retuned .. Ryder sharing a room oh god he must think I'm a creep.
I blinked rapidly trying to get the sleep out of my eyes . When mission no more sleepy was done I noticed I was sprawled onto a hard chest I then looked up to find a very amused Ryder staring down at me oh god I'm screwed .. Quick Ella say something .
"Your so hard " I mumbled he suddenly started laughing wait what then realisation hit me like a truck "no no no not like that I mean your chest not anything"
That didn't seem to help my situation any better it seemed to worsen it because he started laughing harder keep in mind I'm still on top of him so I could literally feel him laughing .
When he finally stopped laughing after century's he looked at me with a huge smile on his face " damn you cute when you wake up "he said as he pinched my cheek I just scrunched my nose .
"Come on I don't know about you but I want breakfast " Ryder said after a few moments
"Uh yeah sure " I said still staring at him .
"You could get off of me now you know ?" He said with his eyes looked at me with total amusement .
"Oh uh yeah sorry I forgot " I panicked and quickly jumped off of him and ran into the toilet . Once I was in I locked the door I could literally hear his laughter from how loud it is damn I'm an embarrassment to myself . What's gotten into me lately Ekh .
I quickly brushed my teeth washed my face and took a quick shower . When I was done o wrapped a towel around my body before going out of the bathroom . Thankfully Ryder wasn't in the room I'm guessing he went to the other bathroom and went down stairs for breakfast .
I was too lazy to wear much of care how I looked I already embarrassed myself so what's there to lose .
I quickly put on a pair of lacy underwear and a matching lacy bra I kept my wet hair open before looking in my closet for something loose I couldn't find any so I looked in Ryder's part of the closet and found a black shirt and slipped it on . It reached my thighs above my knees in a bit in sure Ryder won't mind I'll give it back to him later .
I then made my way toward the kitchen to find everyone there eating breakfast they were all still in there pyjamas looking sleepy . I made my way in without even acknowledging anyone and immediately getting a bowl putting in some coco puffs and some milk which I took from the fridge .
Ryder was the first to notice me well more like my attire as soon as he realised it was his shirt he smirked " nice outfit "
"I was too lazy to wear any tight stuff or Jeans so I chose the next best thing which was a baggy shirt but I didn't bring any soo I hope you don't mind me wearing it tho" I said with a sheepish smile .
"Oh babe I don't mind at all keep it " he winked " it looks better on you Anyways " with a wolffish grin .
"You look like you got laid " Alex said out of no were .
"Shut up you now I don't do guys I barley now or any guys at all if you know what I mean" I teased her
"Wait your lesbian !?" Hunter exclaimed Ryder chocked on the drink he was drinking while Alex snickered .
"What No I mean not that there's anything wrong with it but nope " I said calmly .
"But you just said you don't do guys at all..?" He replied confused .
"Yeah coz I'm not ready yet " I said
"Wait so your a virgin ?" Blake said shock filling his voice just like Hunter and Alec but Ryder and Alex already new so they weren't as shocked .
"What's up with all of you being so shocked do I look like a slut or something for it to be so shocking ?" I asked slightly offended
"What no of course no it's just .." Hunter tried to justify but couldn't find the right words to continue .
"You just come off so bad ass I guess we expected you to have done the deed " Blake mumbled .
"Nope not to sound sappy or anything I just want to loose it to the one not some random jerk" I shrugged I noticed Alex stiffened hmm weird .
"Good point Anyways the boys and I are going out today to get some stuff we need for tomorrow then we're gonna hang out a bit so we won't be back till late "Alec said
"Wait what's tomorrow ?" I asked confused
"We're having a bonfire and all and we need supplies "Ryder replied
"Oki have fun " Alex told them
We then continued eating our breakfasts when we were all done eating the guys got changed out of their pyjamas and left .
So it was just Alex and i.
"Wanna watch a movie ?" Alex asked
"Yeah sure which one ?"
"How about the notebook " she suggested
"Ugh find "
That's how we ended up watching two movies the notebook and the vow . Soon after it I got bored like I love the movies but I don't want to cry all day.
"Ugh I'm bored lets do something" I whined to Alex
"something like what ?" She asked
"Something crazy "
"Ooo I know something we can do " Alex grinned
"What is it ?"
"Let's get drunk !"
YOU ARE READING
To Love Again
RomanceElla used to always be in the shadows shy, and lets people walk over her ,and treat her badly, but an incident happened which changed her , leaving a scar on her soul. She hides who she is behind a badass, bad girl act, and hides her emotion...