Rants and Other Things

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Hi okay so i am not a very good writer and i have too many feelings all shoved in so i guess that's why i made this book. I'm probably just gonna complain about shit and be annoying so you don't really have to read it. Anyway im Alex so uhmh hi i guess. I'm a selfish, sad, fucked up, very lonely, annoying, guy. I talk to two maybe three people and i can tell that even they don't really give a shit. I'm scared that I'll share too much in this book and be annoying. But another part of me is like fuck it, its my book and I'll be annoying if i want. Im sorry. There's too many thoughts and feelings all at once and i just wanna die. Death seems so much easier than figuring out everything and trying to beat this. I've made a book like this before when i felt really alone but i deleted it when i thought things could actually get better but here i am again. Even more fucked then last time. Thanks for reading, it means a lot.