Rants and Other Things

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everything is sorta getting a lot worse. it feels like I've lose my entire world. i have nothing to live for anymore. i feel alone and scared and honestly i don't know what to do anymore. the only person i love and i want to love is gone. i messed up and i wish i could take everything back. im not gonna try and contact that person because they deserve a better life. i make everything worse and I hurt them. Life is a complete hellhole right now and honestly ive never been this bad. idk why im posting this and saying all this. im sorry.